Six Months Later
A gentle breeze brushed past her cheek, bringing a soft chill to her skin. Selina knew she should move away from the balcony doors, lest she fall ill, but she found that she was enjoying the cold these past few months. With coming winter, Selina was afraid she just might indulge in this odd pleasure far more than she should.
Despite knowing what she should do, she remained at the open doors, staring out past the gardens. Behind her, she heard a gentle knock but said nothing. Lily would make her way inside whether Selina responded or not.
Just as she expected, Lily entered the room and closed the door behind her with an audible click. Selina didn’t bother to turn. She continued staring out at the gardens, listening as Lily approached.
“You will fall ill if you stay here for much longer, My Lady,” Lily told her, her voice as deadpan as ever.
Selina drew in a deep breath, letting it out slowly through her nose. “I know,” she responded.
Lily said nothing as if she was waiting. Selina was grateful for it because it gave her a few more moments to enjoy the chilly breeze before she stepped away from the open doors, tightening the shawl around her shoulders. She made her way to the bed and watched as Lily pulled the doors closed and turned to face her.
“You have visitors, My Lady,” Lily said. “The Duchess of Leinster, the Duchess of Rutherford, and a Lady Tereza.”
“Ah, they have all come to visit me at once?” Selina asked, shooting to her feet. The moment she did, a wave of dizziness came over her and she tilted to the side. Her hand instantly shot to her rounded belly.
Lily was by her side within a second, holding her firmly by both arms. She steadied Selina, not stepping away until Selina was standing soundly on both feet.
“Heavens,” Selina breathed. “I forgot what would happen if I stood up too quickly.” She flashed Lily a smile. “Thank you, Lily. I do not know what this little one would do without you.”
Lily’s silence continued, acknowledging Selina with only a nod and a smile. Considering she’d only seen Lily smile a handful of times since they’ve known each other, Selina could tell that she was in an extraordinarily good mood.
And so was Selina, despite her terrible morning. Already waddling towards her door, she absently ran her hand over her enlarged belly, the source of her many dizzying spells lately. Added to the terrible sickness that she’d had to endure for months on end, as well as her fatigue and constant hunger, Selina was already nearing her wit’s end.
But every time she thought about the moment she’d learned she was with child, and the moment she would finally bring her baby into this world, all those ill feelings faded. According to her physician, she was already coming up to the last few months before her labor and Selina could hardly wait.
And of course, her sisters could not wait either. She’d made sure to send word of her state to her family and had expected them to visit. But she hadn’t expected her sisters to all come at once.
Lily followed in her wake as Selina made her way to the drawing-room where she knew they would be waiting. The trip was slow, on account of her heavy state, and by the time she’d made it down the steps, her feet were aching. Selina pushed on ahead, bracing a hand on the base of her back for the rest of her journey.
The moment she stepped through the doors, the conversation that had been ensuing came to a halt. Tereza shot to her feet first, rushing over to Selina with Louisa right on her heels.
“Oh, my goodness, you’re absolutely glowing!” Tereza exclaimed. Her mouth opened in awe, taking in first Selina’s face then her stomach. “May I?”
“Go right ahead,” Selina urged with a grin. She watched as Tereza’s eyes widened even further as she rested a hand on Selina’s belly. At that moment, the baby moved and Tereza gasped.
“She’s so hearty!” Tereza sighed. “Oh, goodness, I love her so much already.”
“I must say, Selina,” Louisa cut in, standing next to Tereza. “You do look quite beautiful. Being with child certainly suits you.”
“You should let her sit before she topples over,” Charlotte called from behind. She hadn’t risen from her seat, but her smile was as broad as Tereza’s.
“Ah, yes, of course.” Louisa took Selina’s left while Tereza took her right. They both escorted her to a comfortable armchair before they went back to their own.
“So,” Charlotte began, resting her teacup on its saucers. “How does it feel?”
Selina sighed. “None of you told me that it would be this difficult. I spent the entire morning deciding if I would rather fill my stomach or empty it.”
“Hopefully, you did both?” Louisa probed. Her blue eyes sparkled with humor, raising her own teacup to her lips.
“I had no choice but to,” Selina responded. She caressed her belly gently. “He is the one who has all the authority.”
Louisa chuckled. “I must say that I envy you, Selina. Though when I bore my children, I did not struggle as much as you are, I would do whatever I could to be with child again.”
“You’ve only given birth a few months ago, Louisa,” Charlotte pointed out.
Louisa sighed. “And I cannot wait for the third time.”
“Well, I’m certain you are well aware of how to make that happen, aren’t you?” Selina asked with a teasing grin.
All the ladies laughed, except for Tereza. Her cheeks went red instead and she stared wide-eyed at Selina, as if she couldn’t believe the words that had come out of her mouth. In fact, Selina couldn’t believe it herself. She’d never alluded to such things before, even though she was married. But with her sisters, she felt comfortable saying anything.
“That reminds me,” Louisa spoke up once she was done laughing. She turned to Tereza, “Your second Season has already begun, has it not?”
“That is what reminded you to ask me that?” Tereza gasped.
“Oh, come now, Tereza, there is no need to be shy.” Louisa gave her a mischievous look. “I’m certain you know what led to Selina being in such a state, aren’t you?”
Tereza’s cheeks only grew redder. She opened her mouth, then closed it, then opened it again, clearly at a loss for what to say.
Charlotte reached over and tapped Louisa gently on her shoulder in mock disapproval. “Oh, don’t tease her too much, Louisa. She’s still quite young. Now, tell us, Tereza, how fares this Season? Have you met anyone you might fancy?”
Tereza nodded slowly. Selina watched with intrigue as her outspoken and energetic sister grew interestingly shy. “Perhaps,” was all she said.
Tereza had spent the last Season doing exactly what she’d set out to do—enjoy herself. She’d claimed that even though she’d opened herself up to the possibility of falling in love, she did not intend on forcing it to happen. But now that she’d begun her second Season, it appears there might already be someone up for the task.
Both Louisa and Charlotte looked quite intrigued by Tereza’s words. “Pray tell who this lucky soul is,” Charlotte urged.
“I hope he is able to keep up with you in any capacity,” Louisa said before Tereza had a chance to reply.
“I’m sure there is someone who possesses half the energy as Tereza does,” Selina jumped in as well, smiling pleasantly at her younger sister.
Tereza only rolled her eyes. “If you all insist on teasing me about it then, I shan’t say a single word. I’ll only let your curiosity eat you alive.”
“I’m certain Mother will tell me if I ask,” Louisa said simply.
That was enough to make Tereza’s confidence wither a bit. At this point, Selina was afraid her cheeks might be stained permanently red from her constant blushing. Before she could protest Louisa’s subtle threat, however, another voice sounded from behind Selina.
“The Warwick sisters all in one place?” came Michael’s happy baritone. “I must be quite the lucky man.”
Selina couldn’t look around to see him, no matter how much she wanted to. She waited eagerly for him to come to a stop by her side, resting a hand on her shoulder.
Michael always had the same effect on her no matter how many times she saw him. As the days wore into weeks and months, her love for him only seemed to grow, only seem to blossom whenever he was near. She couldn’t keep the wide smile off her face and couldn’t stop herself from resting a hand on the one he had on her shoulders.
At her touch, Michael looked down at her, capturing her eyes with a soft smile. In that moment, the world seemed to disappear. Once again, their love was the only thing that existed, and the child she would give birth to, was a beautiful reminder of their perfectly imperfect story.
“Would you two like for us to leave?” came Louisa’s voice. Selina looked back at her, forgetting for a few moments that her sisters were sitting nearby.
“We would be more than happy to if you two would like your privacy,” Charlotte agreed with a smile.
Selina was already shaking her head, but it was Michael who responded. “I wouldn’t want to be the one to ruin your reunion. I only ask that you allow me to steal Selina away for a short while.”
“We don’t mind at all,” Tereza spoke up. “Just don’t keep her for too long. There is a lot we need to talk about.”
“I wouldn’t dare.” Michael reached down to take Selina’s hand, resting his other hand on her back as he eased her to a stand. Selina couldn’t wipe the smile off her face, even as she looked back at Tereza.
“Don’t say anything about this mystery gentleman until I return, all right?”
“We make no promises,” Louisa answered.
Selina didn’t doubt it. She wouldn’t be surprised if she were to return to find that her and Charlotte had whittled away at Tereza’s defenses until she told them everything they were curious about. Selina shook her head at the thought, then allowed Michael to help her towards the door, his hand still on her back.
She waited until they were out of the drawing-room to say, “I can walk just fine on my own, you know.”
“Yes, but this gives me the opportunity to touch you more often without looking odd,” he responded with a sultry smile. Without hesitation, he pulled her into his arms, lowering a gentle kiss on her lips.
Heat curled throughout her midsection. Selina hummed happily, closing her eyes to enjoy his tender kiss. “I missed that. I missed you.”
“I’ve only been away for a day.”
“My statement stands.” She looked up into his heated green eyes. “It’s been a terrible morning and all I could think about is how much better it would have been had you been here.”
Unable to help herself, she reached up and kissed him again. In the six months since his accident, he’d been wary when coming and going, not wanting to risk there being another accident now that Selina was with child. As such, they spent nearly every moment together. Selina had suspected that at some point, she would need her space—especially considering the fact that her emotions had been a little fragile as the baby grew. But when he was with her, she was happy. And when he was gone, she missed him.
“I wish I could have,” he told her. “But, not to worry. I shall not leave your side even if you try to push me away.”
“Impossible. If I do try to push you away, our child will be quite upset with me.”
“Not to mention the fact that you adore my company.”
“Well, that certainly goes without saying.”
Michael placed his hand on her belly again, stroking gently. As if the baby sensed his father’s touch, it kicked hard. Selina gasped at the sensation and Michael’s eyes went wide.
“I think she’s agreeing with you,” he pointed out. The awed look on his face whenever the baby kicked always filled Selina with such pleasure.
“You believe the baby will be a girl?” she asked, tilting her head to the side.
“With good reason. With the way she moves before even being born, I can tell that she will have your spirit.”
“On the contrary, I believe the baby will be a boy. As stubborn as his father.”
That seductive smile she fell in love with stretched across his face. Michael pulled her closer, bringing his lips close to hers. He hovered there, taunting her, making her breathless. Coupled with the thumb stroking the small of her back, Selina was fast beginning to forget what the conversation was about, only wanting him to kiss her.
Then his lips twitched as if he sensed the direction of her thoughts. Michael brought his lips even closer, brushing them lightly over hers before finally whispered, “Would you like to bet?”
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