Regency passion that defies all rules...

Chapter 1

Destitute!

“Good God!” gasped Jonathan, running his fingers through his thick auburn hair, and adjusting his ink-stained clothing.  He had just seen his mother at the entrance to his student apartments in Oxford.  He ran to her. “Mother!  What in heaven’s name are you doing here?”

She was clearly distraught, dressed in black clothing, wearing crepe over her face as a veil, and tears staining her face.  As soon as he realized this was not merely a social call, he embraced her heartily, catching himself before expressing his displeasure at seeing her in his Oxford flat.

Jonathan Anderson-Reese, the third of that name, only son and heir to the Earl of Yarmouth, was a brilliant young gentleman of twenty-two, excelling at Oxford, both academically and socially.  He studied mathematics, just at a time when mathematics was vitally important to the world, or so he told everyone.  Having excelled at Oxford for nearly four years, he was now well-connected in the best circles of Liberal Tories who had been exerting their powers and their desire for modernization throughout the realm. In his opinion, a first at Oxford, especially in Math, was of critical importance to his future.  The fact that he was more than usually handsome, his tall, lean form causing many of the young maidens who frequented the town of Oxford to swoon, was a very helpful and fortuitous godsend.  He had large blue eyes framed by longer and darker than usual eyelashes, a straight and well-formed nose, and long auburn hair that fell over his face in a fetching manner.  The fact that Jonathan seemed totally oblivious to his effect on young ladies was a particular boon to his popularity.  He was a modest man and very kind.

One of the most fascinating things about Oxford was how it often made one forget one’s connection to one’s own family. And so, the sudden appearance of Margaret Anderson-Reese, Countess of Yarborough, was a shock to his system, almost making him forget his manners.  Nevertheless, his love for his mother allowed him to embrace and console her, despite the shock of seeing her in his dormitory, forbidden to women.

“Oh Johnny!” she cried in despair.  “I bring the direst news!”

“What can it be, mamma?” he said, knitting his handsome brows, perplexed.

“It’s your father!” she said through a veil of tears.

“Why what has become of the old goat?”  he said jokingly.

“Johnny, he has died,” she said flatly before beginning to sob.

Jonathan stopped smiling abruptly. “Dead?  What do you mean?  How can he be dead?”

She took him by the arm, away from his comrades, Peter Nunn and Simon Northridge, who were trying their level best to hide the fact that they were eavesdropping.  She pulled him into his bedroom, which was in a shocking state of disarray, and whispered the dreaded news to him, directly into his ear.  “Three days ago, your father… took his own life!”

Truthfully, Jonathan had wondered how the old duffer had lasted so long.  He was far older than his mother, who, at forty-one, was still a shapely and attractive woman. Jonathan had the good fortune to have inherited her good looks, while his father, also named Jonathan, the Earl of Yarmouth, was nearly sixty, and looked a good deal older.  Years of dissolute living, drink, and cigars had taken their toll on his face and his corpulent body, and he looked old enough to be her father.  Nevertheless, in deference for his mother’s feelings, he bowed his head and nodded.

“Well, mother, we must soldier on.  These are not times for inaction.  What needs to be done?”

“Johnny, you must come with me today and help.  I am in despair and there are people asking awkward questions.”

“Momma, forgive me.  This is very distressing news.  And, I don’t mean to be indiscreet, but may I ask how it happened?”

“He used his pistol.”

“Father had a pistol?”

“He had just received this awful weapon, only weeks ago.  Some sort of thing called a revolver.  They say he shot himself in the eye.  And Johnny,” she added, again weeping copiously.  “It was I who discovered him in his study.”

“Oh mother, that is ghastly!” said Jonathan, trying to collect himself, and trying to sound confident.  “Now mother.  Would you please allow me a few minutes to collect my necessities, and I shall join you?  I’m afraid this news has yet to hit me.”

“Of course, Johnny.  It is terrible, terrible news.”

“Yes, it is.  But, mother, I am afraid that ladies are not allowed in the bedchambers of young gentlemen.”

“But I am your mother!” said Margaret.

“Be that as it may, you saw how my chums were ogling you.  You are far too handsome a woman to be able to convince the dons that you are my mother.  And I am such an old crow myself.”  Jonathan said these words with the intention of calming his mother, whom he loved very much, and did his best to cover the shock and dismay of losing his father.  True, his father had been a cold and somewhat aloof man, but he was still his father, and Jonathan had loved him regardless of all his flaws.  He was not a kind man or a generous man, but he was the only father he had, and Jonathan slowly came to realize that losing his father, even under these circumstances, was heart-wrenching.

Jonathan had entered Oxford at nineteen and was now twenty-two – ancient in the eyes of many of his peers, who had entered at sixteen and were matriculating at twenty.  Jonathan himself had only a single term remaining before he graduated, and so he was at first loath to abandon his studies.  It was late January, moreover, and it was rather unpleasant to travel in winter, regardless of the mode of transportation.  Especially if one had to go to Lincolnshire, which was a fair distance away.

His mother withdrew forthwith, and Jonathan began to assemble his necessities.  As a student at Oxford, he was unaccustomed to dressing as the son of an Earl, but that, it seemed, was about to change.  He would assume the mantle of Earl forthwith, he surmised.  But, as he himself acknowledged to his friends, Peter Nunn and Simon Northridge, as he packed, he hadn’t the foggiest idea what was going on at the time. He was utterly befuddled by this news of his father passing and so he packed several combs but no socks, a periwig he had used in the Christmas pageant, but no topcoat.

“I say, lads,” said Jonathan, after he had ushered his mother into the drawing room and returned to his chambers.  “Something quite grim has happened.  You see, my father, The Earl of Yarmouth, has had an accident and has been shot.”

“Dear God, man!” said Peter Nunn with a look of consternation.  “That’s rum luck.  Is he to be alright?”

“I should say not,” said Jonathan. “He’s dead, you see.”

“Good Lord!” exclaimed Simon Northridge with a shudder.  “Dead, you say?  That’s a bit of bad luck.”

“Quite!” said Jonathan.  “But the thing of it is, as the eldest son – indeed the only son – I must see to his estate.  No time for emotion. I must spring into action, if only to preserve my mother’s emotional state from disaster.”

“What?  You’re leaving Oxford?”

“I’m afraid so, Simon!” said Jonathan.  “But it shall only be for a term, I think.  It can’t be avoided.  The old man was a bugger with numbers and his estate is sure to be in tatters.”

“Well it’s in good hands now, old man,” said Peter in a soothing voice.  “You’re running first!  Of course, if you leave now, I daresay, I shall take first.”  He looked at Jonathan, who was clearly upset and decided to change his tone.  “But, do know I shall be thinking of you every day, old sock.”

“Thank you, Peter,” said Jonathan, pulling his valise to the top of the stairs.  “I’ll be back just as soon as I can.  Wish me luck!”

“Yes, of course, old man,” said Peter.  “Anything we can do, you let us know.”

“Perhaps you could find me a young woman of means.  I have a ghastly feeling father has spent our fortune.”

Peter and Simon laughed, slapping him on the back, knowing full-well that Jonathan would never have trouble attracting a woman.  Even among his friends at Oxford, both of whom were very handsome, he was known as the handsomest one.

“Don’t be daft, man!” said Simon, trying to sound helpful.

Jonathan turned and bumped his valise down the wooden stairs.  He collected his mother at the foot of the stairs.  “How shall we travel, mother?” he asked.

“I have hired a carriage,” she said.  “It is waiting outside.  It shall take us home.  Nan travelled with me; you remember Nan, do you not, Johnny?”

He was distracted and ignored her comment.  Nan, the mistress’ personal maid, was a mousy old crone with a pinched face, and Jonathan had never liked her much.

“Well, it is before noon, but even so, it shall take days.  It’s two day’s travel to Stafford Manor.  And I should think his solicitor is in London, is he not?”

“I haven’t the slightest notion, Johnny.  That is why I need you so.”

“I see,” he said, trying to maintain his composure.  “Do you know the name of his solicitors.  Do you have his will, mother?”

“Oh, Johnny!” she replied.  “I am still in the depths of despair having lost your father only three days ago.  How can I turn to these sorts of things?”

She had a point.  However, practical matters were most important in moments of trial and tribulation, as his philosophy professor had often noted.  He decided to rest up on his trip to Lincolnshire and drifted off to sleep without comforting his mother.

The coach was relatively comfortable and the driver more than able to handle the difficult terrain.  They stopped in a pleasant roadside inn halfway and took rooms while changing the horses.  They arrived at Stafford Manor before supper the next day.  When he managed to dig himself out from under the many blankets and wraps in the coach, he cleared frost from a small patch of the glass, to look out over his lands.

Lincolnshire in January was an uninspiring place, in a constant repeating pattern of greys, browns, and blacks.  The trees had lost their leaves and stood silent sentinel against the winter cold.  The snows had not arrived yet, which was a blessing as Lincolnshire could get large snowfalls at this time of year.  Mercifully, there was nothing like that.  It was just the hardened, frozen ground over which the coach had to travel that made the final few miles so uncomfortable.

Stafford Manor came into view before long, its pointed roofs standing in noble strength against the slate grey sky.  It was coming toward darkness when they pulled into the courtyard, greeted by two grooms who took the horses and fed them.  The coachman helped Nan and Jonathan’s mother from the coach and attended to the luggage.

Soon, the butler, Ponsonby, and two younger valets appeared.  “Master Jonathan,” said Ponsonby, smiling sadly.

“So good to see you, old chap,” said Jonathan wearily.  “Would you be a good man and have my rooms made up? I am simply beat.”

“That has been seen to, my Lord.”

Jonathan looked at Ponsonby in confusion.  “So, he’s really gone, then.”

“He is most definitely dead, my Lord.  I am most terribly sorry.”

The words sunk in with weight to Jonathan’s weary soul.  Suddenly, he became aware that he was the sole provider and soon to be Earl of Yarmouth.  This was a dread he had avoided for many years, and only now, when his old friend Ponsonby had begun to call him the title previously reserved for his father, did he realize the gravity of this whole series of events.

“And, where is he?”

“Well, he has been taken to the embalmers.  I trust that was the right thing to do.”

“I suppose it is.  But honestly, I haven’t the slightest idea.  And his solicitors?”

“I know not.  However, there are two gentlemen expected here in the morning at ten, and I hope they will be able to shed some light on his frightful affair.  I am told to prepare you for some grim news, my Lord.”

“Grim, eh?  Well, then I shall need my rest.  First, mother and I are famished.  Nan too.  Can you rustle up something for us, and find a place for the carriage driver?  I don’t know his name.”

“Jim is our man, my Lord.  He has a room here.  And your repast has been prepared and is awaiting your presence.”

“I see.  Many things have changed in just a few years then,” said Jonathan.

“Yes, my Lord.  And may I say, ‘welcome home,’ my Lord.”

“Thank you, Ponsonby.”

Jonathan climbed the stairs, paused on the landing, looking at his childhood bedroom, and felt a wash of comfort roll over him.

“These two gentlemen…” Jonathan started looking back at Ponsonby, “who do suppose they are?

“I really don’t know, my Lord, but I fear the worst.”

“The worst?  Has there been some sort of trouble?”

“If I may be candid, my Lord, I suspect your father was involved in some frightful business.”

“Frightful business?  What sort of frightful business?”

“I’m afraid it will have to wait until morning when someone with more knowledge about this nasty business can let you know.”

“Dear God, Ponsonby!” said Jonathan.  “This is most worrisome.”

“Good night, my Lord.  I trust you will sleep well.”

“Thank you, Ponsonby.  That will be all.”

Sleep well? he thought.  Dear God!  What if father was involved with the criminal element?  What shall I do then?

Chapter 2

Messrs. Braithwaite and Kerr

Jonathan did not sleep at all well that night, despite the comfort of his childhood bed and the memory of the plush animals in his youthful menagerie.  Throughout the night, because of the shock of hearing about the death of his father, thoughts of nefarious characters filled his dreams with dread.

The following day, Jonathan rose and breakfasted with his mother and Cecily, his younger sister, who was just entering society.  At eighteen, she was rather glibber than was fashionable these days, but she was a beautiful, brown-eyed brunette with a great deal of sense and an impeccable sense of style.  Her bright brown eyes were inherited from her mother, and she was a very pretty young woman, tall and thin like Jonathan, and exceedingly clever.  She had a way of dealing with grief by saying shocking things, which could be off-putting for others, although Jonathan understood her and loved her for this quality.

“Johnny,” she said, toying nervously with a rigid piece of toast.  “I should think you are at that age when marriage would be a good idea.  And, what with father having shuffled off this mortal coil, I think it’s your chance to introduce me to the good people.”

“Cecily!” said Margaret in exasperation.  “That is a shocking way to speak of your father.”

“Oh, tut-tut, mother,” said Cecily.  “We all knew he was a spent shell.  I shan’t go through with this charade. Father was a man of very little character, and I am sorry that he felt so poorly about himself, but I must admit, he was a modest man with a lot to be modest about.”

“Cecily, please!” said Jonathan in alarm.  “We must be clear: you must always speak good of the dead.”

“Well, daddy’s dead.  Good!”

“Go to your room, young lady!” thundered Margaret, tears forming in her eyes.  “I will not have this shocking display in my house.”

“Mother.  Before you fly off the handle again, I think you should have a word with Josiah Braithwaite and Alastair Kerr.  I encountered them as I took my morning constitutional.  It appears they are here to collect on a gambling debt of your husband’s.”

“I beg your pardon?  Who are these gentlemen?”

“You shall see.  In the meantime, Jonathan, I believe it is time for you to go a-courting.  Some rich young thing who will restore the family fortune.”

“I’m sure I have no idea what you are talking about.  Are these fellows Father’s solicitors?”

“No, brother, they are not.  Father never had the good sense to hire a solicitor.  You can say what you like about him, but he did not think much of the future, despite his decrepit state of body and mind.  These men are what one would call moneylenders.”

Cecily was an outspoken woman at the best of times, but this display was unlike anything either of them had experienced before, and both Jonathan and Margaret were shocked as she left the room.

“What’s gotten into her?” said Margaret.

Jonathan shook his head and sighed. “You know this is how Cecily deals with grief.  She is usually a rather caring and loving person, but she cannot accept death, and so she makes it into a joke.”

“I see, but it is very difficult to absorb.”

“I understand, mother. But, honestly, did you know about any of this?” asked Jonathan quietly, moving his knife and fork to the sides of his plate.

Margaret looked into Jonathan’s handsome blue eyes and saw none of her husband reflected back.  Johnny was a very handsome young man and she was, in many ways, happy that he would inherit the title. Even so, she had many fears about his ability to take on what she imagined would be a crushing debt.

“Well, Johnny,” she said, trying to put the best face on their misfortune.  “You know your father was somewhat secretive about his affairs, and I must admit, I had no knowledge of any of this.”

“And these two so-called moneylenders?  Who are they?”

“I’m afraid I can’t say,” said Margaret weakly.

Jonathan could see that the events of the last few days had taken their toll on his mother. Jonathan being a kind and sensitive soul, who loved his mother very much, decided to let it go for now.

“Very well,” said Jonathan, rising from the table.  “I shall see to these two gentlemen.”  He bowed to his mother and left the room, making for the drawing room.

“Good day, gentlemen,” said Jonathan affably, as he strode into the drawing room, dressed as he imagined a young earl might dress.  It was winter and chilly, and every fireplace in the manor was going with all its might.  He wore a topcoat of deep aquamarine, with a high collar, and tight-fitting trousers that accentuated his shapely legs.  His shoes were Oxfords and he wore spats and carried a top hat under his arm.  He was the picture of what he imagined would be his role.

The two gentlemen – and this term was used loosely by Cecily, it seemed to Jonathan – rose from their seats, and smiled in a way that made Jonathan think that they had lost the required muscles to master the smile.  Both of them were somewhat ragged, greasy men, and hunched with avarice.  There was a definite smell of something unhealthy that clung to their dress.

“Eh, my Lord Earl of Yarmouth, I presume,” said the first.  “Allow me to introduce myself and my colleague.  This is Mr. Alastair Kerr of Cheapside, and I am Mr. Josiah Braithwaite, also of Cheapside.  We found that we had quite a lot in common, you see,” he continued.

Jonathan frowned in incomprehension.  “And what is your custom with me?” he asked quizzically.

“Well, we are both what you gentlemen call ‘moneylenders’ you see,” said Alastair Kerr in a pronounced Scottish accent.  “We wouldna bother you but for the pressing nature of our business.”

“I see,” said Jonathan.  “And what is this business of yours?”

“Well,” said Josiah Braithwaite, cutting in.  “We heard about your father’s death in the papers almost a week ago and made our way here as soon as we could.  We have been staying at The Merry Tax Collector for the last two days, awaiting your return.  There’s the matter of the repayment of a rather substantialized lend made to your father, the late Earl of Yarmouth.”

“I see.  And how much is this ‘substantialized lend’?”

“It is in the amount of twenty-five thousand guineas,” said Mr. Kerr.  “Ten thousand to Mr. Braithwaite, and fifteen thousand to my person.”

Jonathan was taken aback.  “What on earth?  That is an astronomical sum!  Do you have some papers to attest to this?  I was planning on looking into his papers today.”

“Aye, we do,” said Mr. Kerr, holding out a damp sheet of paper.  Braithwaite, similarly, held out a crumpled piece of parchment and Jonathan could clearly see the scrawled signature of his father, and large sums of money on them.

“Please, give them here -” he began.

“I think not!” said Kerr.  “You may peruse them to authenticate their authenticity,” he said, clearly getting confused by his own words.  “But we shall be submitting these to the courts on the first of March if complete repayment is not made.”

“Well, I confess, I do not know the state of my father’s affairs, but I shouldn’t think that will be necessary.”

“If you’ll forgive me for being so bold,” said Braithwaite. “I’ve had dealings with gentlemen like yourself before, and I have found not a few times that the courts were the only place I could get satisfaction.  You see, I’m not a rich man -” and it is true that from his dress he looked to be frightfully poor – “and I need my money, to conduct my commerce.”

“I sail aboard the self-same ship as my colleague Mr. Braithwaite,” said Mr. Kerr with a bow of his greasy head.  “We shall sail now, good sir, and will leave our calling cards should you find yourself in the city.”

“Thank you, gentlemen,” said Jonathan, maintaining his composure.  “I shall be in touch forthwith.  Good day.”

Both gentlemen slithered out of the room before he had a chance to bid them farewell, and Jonathan knew he had a problem on his hands.  Cecily, who seemed to have known about all of this, had been correct, despite her unforgivable rudeness at breakfast.

Jonathan strode warily into his father’s study and began to rifle through his papers.  The whole room was in disarray, and it appeared to have been neglected by the servants for months.  There were bits of food and empty glasses with the dregs of port and brandy scattered here and there.

He opened a drawer of his father’s desk and saw the revolver his mother had mentioned.  He picked it up feeling the weight of it in his hands.  It was, as the box said, a Collier five-chamber flintlock revolver, manufactured in England.  It was a magnificent weapon, with a beautiful burnished wood handle inlaid with what appeared to be silver.  Why his father had this thing was beyond Jonathan’s understanding.

He wrapped it in a silk handkerchief and put it in his coat pocket.  Then he set to work to try and find some evidence that his father had spent any time at all on his finances.

After an exhaustive search, he found several crumpled papers in a wastebasket at the foot of the desk that contained notes about his debts. Jonathan smoothed the papers and began to add them up.  After a few minutes, he realized that the debts were equal to the debts to Messrs. Braithwaite and Kerr.

What on earth was father up to?  wondered Jonathan.  And why was he in such a state of mental agitation that he took his own life?  I must investigate.

He resolved to travel to London to find a reputable estate lawyer who could help him untangle this mess.

There were hundreds of papers scattered hither and thither in the room that seemed to have some connection to the running of the manor, including notes of account to the servants, and many promissory notes indicating that most of them had not been paid in many months.

He rang for Ponsonby.  Presently, the butler appeared at the door and popped his head in guiltily.  “Shall I enter, my Lord?”

“Why of course, Ponsonby,” said Jonathan.  “I rang for you.”

“Quite right sir,” he said smiling tensely.  “It’s only that my Lord forbade anyone from entering this room.”

“Well, that explains the state of disarray,” said Jonathan.  “But may I enquire, Ponsonby, the last time you, or any of the servants, were paid?”

“Well, sir, that is a rather tricky proposition,” he said looking askance.

“Come, come then,” said Jonathan.  “I need to know my good man.”

“Well,” said Ponsonby.  “The fact of the matter is, we’ve lost three of our maids because they hadn’t been paid since September.  And as for me, if you’ll forgive me, my Lord, I haven’t been paid since December.”

“That is most unacceptable.  I shall make sure that you are paid forthwith.”

“That is very kind, my Lord,” said Ponsonby.  “But by your leave, I think you will find it a trifle difficult.  You see, my Lord, your father had something of a penchant for Pharaoh, and it seems that his demise may in fact be attributable to this tendency.”

“Tendency?” said Jonathan.  “What is Pharaoh?”

“Pharaoh is a card game.  A betting game, you see,” said Ponsonby.  “It is very popular in Cheapside.”

“Cheapside?  That is where those moneylenders come from.”

“Quite,” said Ponsonby.   “Those gentlemen were frequent visitors to Stafford Manor.”

“I see,” said Jonathan, realizing his father had left him in a bit of a spot.  After furrowing his brows for several minutes, during which time Ponsonby stood shifting awkwardly from foot to foot, he looked up.  “Please do ready the carriage, Ponsonby. I must go to London and I shall be staying at the house on Wimpole Street.”

“I shall make the appropriate arrangements, my Lord,” said Ponsonby as he backed out of the room with a bow.

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Chapter 1

The walls felt as if they were closing in on her. She was having problems breathing properly, and having people coming to congratulate the bride on her nuptials, jostling her as they went past, was not helping the matter. Amy took a deep breath and tried to stop her heart from going too fast.

She hated social occasions. Balls, dinner parties, weddings, the whole lot. It meant going into Society and seeing people that Amy had no desire to interact with. Her idea of socializing was two, maybe three, select friends coming over to the house or meeting her in the park. Small gatherings suited her much better. If it wasn’t for Sarah, Amy wouldn’t be here at all.

Beside her, Sarah, the new Marchioness of Merseyside, signaled one of the footmen over. She gave the young man a pretty smile as she put her empty glass on the tray, picking up a full flute with the other hand. The footman gave her a slight bow and silently moved on. Amy frowned. Her best friend had drank quite a bit since she had gotten married earlier in the day. Already her cheeks were a little more flushed than normal under her powder.

“You need to take it easy, Sarah,” she warned. “You’re going to keel over if you keep drinking so much, and I’m not going to pick you up off the floor.”

Sarah laughed and took a sip, her eyes twinkling at Amy.

“Oh, don’t fuss so about me, Amy. It’s a wedding. My wedding. I’m allowed to enjoy myself.”

“Not to the point you’re unable to walk at the end of the evening.”

Sarah rolled her eyes and linked arms with her best friend. In her wedding gown, her fiery red hair perfectly piled up on her head, she looked the vision of an angel. Amy didn’t think it was possible for Sarah to look any more beautiful.

“You are such a fusspot, Amy,” Sarah teased.

“I’m no such thing!”

“You are. You worry over the slightest thing.” Sarah squeezed Amy’s arm, taking another sip. “Don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine. Believe it or not, I can drink a lot more than this and still be coherent.”

Amy didn’t believe that. But, Sarah was determined to have a good fun. And why shouldn’t she? It was her wedding day. It was something to celebrate. Amy had only met Sarah’s new husband, Kenneth Cliff, Marquess of Merseyside, very briefly, but he was a fine-looking man who was very gracious towards Sarah. He treated her like a princess, which had Sarah practically simpering over him. It was quite sweet to see.

She knew she should be happy for her friend. And yet, Amy couldn’t bring herself to relax. She had tolerated the wedding and the wedding dinner for Sarah, but now Amy wanted to leave, but she knew her father would outright refuse. She wasn’t going anywhere.

“Oh, Amy?” Sarah nodded across the crowded room. “I think your father’s trying to get your attention.”

Amy looked up. Viscount Graham Hartley was near the orchestra, frantically waving at her. He would stop whenever someone was walking past and give them a nod of greeting, and then go back to waving at his daughter. Amy sighed. Her father had been attempting to get her attention all evening, and Amy had been successful thus far not to cross paths with him. She knew perfectly well what he wanted. Her presence so she could be introduced to the various young men Hartley kept parading in front of her.

Amy sighed and turned away.

“He can wait. I don’t want to deal with him right now.”

“Since when is that different?” Sarah frowned at her. “Have you fallen out with him again?”

“How can you fall out with someone you weren’t on the best of terms with in the first place?”

Sarah didn’t answer. She knew Amy’s situation. Viscount Hartley and his second wife, Viscountess Beatrice Hartley, were not very kind people. Somehow, they were invited to social events in spite of everyone’s intense dislike for them. Amy was surprised she wasn’t completely ostracized because of her father and his behavior. Maybe that was why she was approaching the age of one-and-twenty and still unmarried: no one wanted to be associated with the Hartley family.

“Your father’s coming over here.” Sarah tugged Amy with her. “Come on. Let’s take a wander. By the time he gets through everyone, he won’t be able to find us.”

Amy wasn’t about to argue with that. Sarah started to lead Amy around the edge of the dancefloor. Everyone’s dance cards seemed to be full right now. Amy hated dancing, and she had been avoiding it as much as possible. As long as she could get through the evening without panicking, she was happy.

“I still wonder why you’ve living with them.” Sarah commented. “The three of you clearly don’t like each other.”

“You know the conditions of marriage and divorce. Women cease to exist once they become wives. They can’t own anything.” Amy sighed. “I’m my father’s property, whether I like it or not.”

That part Amy hated. Divorce was incredibly rare, especially being granted to women. Her mother had been incredibly lucky to be granted a divorce, but she hadn’t been allowed to take Amy. Hartley still had control of his daughter, and he would until Amy married. Even after his Amy’s mother had remarried, her father still had the say over Amy.

Amy wished he didn’t, because his motives were certainly not in her best interests.

“What are you three arguing about now?” Sarah asked pulling Amy from her reverie.

“What do you mean, now? We’re always arguing.” Amy shook her head and scowled. “Father and Beatrice have been attempting to marry me off for months now. They want to make me someone else’s problem.”

“I would have thought you would jump at the chance to get away from them. You’ve always said you would take the first chance possible to leave.”

“I would have agreed if they didn’t keep trying to match me to the men in their social circle.” Amy made a face. “Men like them. I don’t want to marry someone like my father.”

Sarah winced.

“I see your point. That is a problem.” Then she brightened up. “I tell you what. Perhaps you can find yourself a potential husband here. You know weddings are supposed to be a good place to find a match.”

“No!” Amy stopped short. She shook her head. “No, don’t.”

“Well, you need a husband. And where better to find one than at my wedding?” Sarah winked. “That could be my special wedding present.”

“Sarah,” Amy groaned. “Please don’t go matchmaker on me. I don’t want it.”

“Oh, Amy.” Sarah took Amy’s hand and gave it a firm squeeze. “I love you, and I want you to be happy. I just want to help.”

Amy knew Sarah wasn’t going to let her walk away from this. One thing for certain with regards to Sarah, she was persistent.

Amy sighed and looked at the floor.

“All right, very well. I’ll humor you. For now.”

Sarah grinned. Then she linked arms with Amy again and drew her to the edge of the dancefloor. Standing beside a pillar and hiding behind a huge plant, they were hidden from most of the guests. Amy could see her father looking around in frustration when he realized he had missed her. Then he made a face and stomped away.

At least he was gone, for now.

“Right.” Sarah looked around the room. “Let’s see who there is. There are plenty of eligible bachelors here.”

“I wouldn’t say that.”

“How many have you met?”

Amy sighed. “I have no idea, but I’ve met plenty.”

“Not all of them are like Viscount Hartley. Look, over there, by the dining hall door.” Sarah pointed. “That’s Viscount Neil Sagel. He’s quite a handsome young man. A little older than us, and he comes from a titled family.”

Amy was already shaking her head before Sarah had finished.

“Absolutely not.”

“Why not?”

“Because he’s the oldest son of one of my father’s friends. Father’s already considered him as a suit and I rejected him.” Amy shuddered. “He is a polite young man, yes, but I don’t want anyone associated with my father.”

Sarah tittered.

“Picky, aren’t we?”

“I think I’m allowed.”

“You’re not going to find yourself a husband if you get too picky. Everyone’s going to know about your father somehow.”

“I don’t care about finding a husband.” Amy giggled. “Hopefully, I can get banished to a cottage in the middle of nowhere with an allowance, so Father doesn’t have to worry about me.”

Sarah laughed.

“Beatrice would love that.”

“It would more than likely be her idea. Although she would say I shouldn’t have such a huge allowance.”

“You’d take it either way, wouldn’t you?”

“Absolutely.”

The idea of marriage made Amy very squeamish. She couldn’t think about it as a happy occasion, not when she was under her father’s thumb. He would have the final say on anything, including any proposals. Amy didn’t want to get married to a man Hartley had picked out for her.

They carried on walking around the room, Sarah stopping occasionally to talk to some of the guests as they congratulated her and gushed over her wedding dress. Amy hovered nearby, trying not to impose and trying not to panic over the press of people around her. It was getting even harder to breathe now. Eventually, after what seemed like a lifetime, Sarah managed to get away from the happy guests and urged Amy to follow.

She pointed out several more options for Amy, but Amy turned them all down. There was something off about each of them, something that Amy didn’t want to go into. Sarah was getting frustrated by the end of their walk around the room, but she bit it back and kept her smile on. However, Amy could see the annoyance building in her friend’s eyes.

She hadn’t ask for Sarah to look for her a potential husband. Amy was happy to blend into the background. Being a wallflower seemed more inviting than anything else right now.

“Oh!” Sarah stopped suddenly, her eyes lighting up. “I have an idea. What about Daniel?”

“Daniel?” Amy frowned. “Who’s Daniel?”

“Oh, you know who Daniel is. My brother. He’s not married either, and he’s eligible.”

Daniel. Amy felt her pulse skipping. Daniel Nottage, the Earl of Derby, was Sarah’s older brother. Amy had known him since she was a little girl, and she had been in awe of him from the first moment. Derby was one of those people whose presence was always noticed, and someone you wanted to be around. Sarah adored her brother, and the feeling was mutual.

Amy had often wondered what it would be like if she married Derby, but it had always been a dream. A dream she had never told anyone. Now, she was beginning to feel a hot flush spread across her body.

“Derby?” She squeaked, clearing her throat when Sarah looked at her strangely. “Are you seriously trying to match me with your own brother?”

“Why not? He doesn’t care about your father at all, and you two get along very well. I can barely get your attention when the two of you are in deep conversation.” Sarah grinned. “And he is fine to look at.”

“Sarah!”

“What? I’m just being truthful.”

Amy knew that she was flushed in the face. No amount of makeup would be able to hide it. She could see Derby now across the room, talking to the Marquis of Merseyside, Sarah’s new husband. Tall and fair-haired, Derby had taken to growing a beard in recent months that he kept trimmed. His clothes were of finest silk in dark blue, a blue that would match his eyes. Amy knew she wasn’t the only woman staring at him.

She gulped and looked away.

“I can’t consider Derby, Sarah!”

“What’s wrong with my brother?”

“Nothing’s wrong with him.” Amy chewed at her lower lip. “But he’s just lost Katherine. They were about to get married. It hasn’t been that long since she died. Derby wouldn’t be in the market for a wife.”

Sarah shrugged.

“Well, you never know. Women queue up for his attention.”

“Sarah, I can’t.”

“But why not?”

Amy tried to find an excuse, but she couldn’t think of anything that wouldn’t insult anyone. Then Amy saw Sarah’s expression. Something lit up in Sara’s eyes and she was looking slyly at Amy.

“Oh, I see. That’s how it is, is it?”

“What are you talking about?”

“You and Derby.” Sarah giggled. “I didn’t realize you had a fancy for Derby.”

“No!” Amy saw people looking over and lowered her voice. “I don’t have a fancy for your brother. We’re just good friends, that’s all.”

“Really?”

“Really.” Amy protested when she saw Sarah’s expression. “I don’t!”

Sarah was making a face that said she was trying not to laugh. Amy shuffled from foot to foot, wishing she could escape and hide somewhere. This was more embarrassing than interacting with the men her father kept parading around in front of her.

“Maybe you should stop glowing bright red before you try and convince me,” Sarah said as she sipped her drink. “But you should consider him. He is an option, after all. And I would prefer you married my brother than someone who would make you miserable. I know my brother always makes you smile.”

Amy didn’t want to talk about the earl anymore. She looked around and saw a footman walking close by with a tray of drinks. She waved him over, taking two glasses and holding one out to Sarah.

“Do you want another drink?”

“I thought you wanted me to take care with how much I drank.”

“I’ve changed my mind.” Amy mumbled. Anything to stop Sarah from talking about marriage. Specifically, anything involving the Earl of Derby.

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Kenneth Cliff, Marquis of Merseyside, raised his glass.

“Cheers.”

Derby raised his glass in return.

“Good health.”

Merseyside tipped his head back and drank down his glass in one go. Derby could see that his cheeks were getting redder and redder, and he was swaying a little. If he drank any more, chances were the marquis would have to be carried up to his bedchamber.

Derby wasn’t about to be nearby when his new brother-in-law passed out drunk.

“Oh, great.”

“What?”

Merseyside was looking at his pocket watch with a scowl.

“The time. It’s only been an hour since we left the dinner table and came in here. I thought it was much later than that.”

“That’s the fifth time you’ve looked at your watch in the last ten minutes,” Derby pointed out. “What is the matter with you?”

Merseyside huffed and gestured at the guests.

“You know I hate these formalities, Derby. It’s meant to be my wedding day.”

“And we’re all here celebrating it, or have you forgotten?”

“I haven’t forgotten.” Merseyside was staring across the room. “I just want to spend the rest of my wedding day with my bride. Alone.”

Derby didn’t need to know where he was staring. Sarah was like a beacon in that dress of hers. And she looked absolutely radiant. Derby was immensely proud of her taking this arranged match with good grace and had been honored to give her away. He had thought Merseyside would be a good match for his sister, and from the way his friend had reacted the first time he and Sarah met, he was more than taken with her.

Derby was glad about that, but he wasn’t keen on knowing what the Marquis wanted to do with Sarah.

“You do realize that’s my sister you’re talking about.”

“Oh.” Merseyside cleared his throat. “Forgive me, Derby. I forgot.”

“I noticed,” Derby said dryly as he sipped at his drink. “Look, Mersey, you may consider yourself the one in control of this marriage, but if you force Sarah into something she doesn’t like, she will fight you.”

Merseyside arched an eyebrow.

“I can hardly believe that. She’s not the fighting type.”

“Believe me, she most certainly is. You’ve just not been in her company when that fine temper of hers has come out.” Derby gave his friend a pointed look. “I know you like things a certain way, but if you try to rule Sarah with an iron fist, she will fight back.”

“Are you trying to tell me how to do things in my marriage?”

“Sarah is your bride, but she is my sister.” Derby tipped his glass at Merseyside. “You abuse her, you’ll have to answer to me.”

“Trust me, I won’t do that.” Merseyside placed a hand on his chest. “I swear it to you that I won’t harm Sarah.”

Derby believed that. Merseyside was an honorable man. They had known each other for years, and the Marquis was a respectable man. His father, the Duke of Liverpool, had raised him to be a good person. It had certainly won Sarah over, and there was a great degree of affection between them. Derby hoped it would last.

Merseyside turned away when someone got his attention, leaving Derby alone. Derby took the moment to look around the room. Lots of people had arrived to celebrate the wedding, and the festivities were certainly going strong. Everyone was in high spirits, with the exception of Lord and Lady Hartley, who were in a corner in a heated conversation. Neither of them looked particularly happy.

Derby didn’t understand why they had come along. The invitation had only been for Amy Hartley, their child. But, Hartley and Lady Hartley had arrived as well, declaring they needed to chaperone her. Amy hadn’t been happy with it at all, and almost immediately disappeared from view as soon as they turned up at the church.

He had no idea how his father, the last Earl of Derby, and Lord Hartley had managed to become friends or even remain friends. The two men were completely different, and from what Derby could remember when he was a child, his father merely tolerated Hartley. If it hadn’t been for his lovely wife, the first Lady Hartley, perhaps they wouldn’t have been associates at all.

Chapter 2

And then, perhaps, they wouldn’t have known Amy Hartley. Derby found himself smiling as he remembered the first time he saw Amy. Three years old with light brown curls and a cute little lisp. She had followed him around like a puppy, which Derby had found annoying at nine years old. Sarah had adored her, and the two were inseparable whenever the Hartley family visited.

Amy was a saint for having to live with an insufferable man and an equally insufferable stepmother. Derby had no idea how she managed to do it without going mad.

Pulled from his thoughts, Derby saw Amy. She was hovering near a plant by one of the pillars, inching towards the open terrace windows. Sarah had wandered off and was talking to some middle-aged women who were fussing over her and gushing over her dress, leaving Amy alone. Derby watched as Amy shuffled towards an escape.

He had to admire her for her sacrifice to attend the party. Derby knew as much as Sarah how much Amy hated social gatherings. She preferred to be on her own with just a few people. This was something Amy didn’t want any part of, but she loved Sarah and had come along to watch her best friend get married. Derby was grateful for that.

Putting his glass on the tray of a passing footman, Derby walked around the edge of the dancefloor, neatly dodging the people twirling around to the music coming from the orchestra and headed towards Amy. She was very close to the terrace now, almost clinging onto the doorframe. Derby could see how nervous she was, and how fast she was breathing. It was a wonder she hadn’t fainted by now.

“Miss Hartley.” He bowed to her. “I didn’t realize the evening is so bad that you feel the need to escape it.”

Amy’s mouth opened and closed, no sound coming out. Then her cheeks went rosy red and she dropped into a wobbling curtsy, bowing her head.

“My Lord Derby. I didn’t realize you were there.”

“I noticed.”

Amy bit her lip. Derby found his eyes straying to her mouth, transfixed. The little curly-haired girl had grown up into a beautiful young woman. Her brown hair was still wavy, clipped into a chignon at the nape of her neck, and her pale skin was clear of any blemishes. And those eyes, sapphire blue in color, never failed to take Derby’s attention. They were stunning and her petite frame was clad in a dress that matched them.

He knew he wasn’t the only one who had noticed Amy’s blossoming beauty. Several young men had paid her close attention, but Amy never gave them a glance. For a reason unknown to Derby, he was glad about that.

Everything went out the window whenever Amy was in his presence. Not even Katherine had done this to him. Derby missed her, but Katherine had never made him feel over-protective about her, wanting to grab hold of her and never let go.

“Forgive me for my…well, my behavior.” Amy gulped and glanced around the room. “I’m just trying to keep out of sight of my father.”

“Is he looking for you again?”

“I’m afraid so. I saw him talking to the Earl of Bristol just now.” Amy made a face. “And I don’t want to go anywhere near him.”

Derby couldn’t blame her. Bristol wasn’t the nicest of people. He was a slippery character. Perfect to be in Hartley’s company, but the wrong choice for Amy. Derby pushed this aside. It wasn’t his decision on who Amy married.

“You can’t stay here hugging the wall all evening.”

“I can give it a good try.”

Derby couldn’t help but smile.

“You never struck me as someone easily scared, Miss Hartley.”

Amy huffed.

“You sound like Sarah. You know I don’t like social events, my lord. There are too many people, and I feel like I can’t breathe.” She pressed a hand to her chest. “I’m struggling right now.”

Derby could tell. Amy was still looking flushed, and she was breathing quicker. Her chest was moving faster, and Derby had to try and look anywhere else but at her breasts. That was not something Derby wanted to be caught doing. He cleared his throat.

“It’s nothing to be embarrassed about. It happens.”

“I know.” Amy took a deep breath and let it out slowly. “I hate coming to these. No offense to you, my lord, but I do. It’s only because of Sarah that I was able to cope until now. Now she’s gone…”

She broke off. Derby chuckled.

“Sarah’s just got married. You’re acting like she’s died instead.”

“Even so…”

Amy was getting herself into a state. Derby didn’t know what else he could do. Then he saw Lady Hartley walking around the edge of the ballroom, her eyes fixed on her stepdaughter. Amy hadn’t seen her yet, and Derby knew the two of them would end up in a fiery argument. Even with her social anxieties, Amy had a fire inside her that was fascinating to watch.

But not tonight. Derby bowed to her and held out a hand.

“Would you care to dance?”

“I…”

Amy was staring at him with wide eyes. Derby gestured over his shoulder and lowered his voice.

“Lady Hartley’s coming. If you don’t want to become a spectacle, I’ll rescue you. My only reward is a dance with you, and then I’ll take you into the dining hall. You’ll be able to sit there without interruption.”

Amy closed her eyes, still staring at him.

“You’re blackmailing me into a dance, my lord?”

“What can I say? Not even a gentleman is completely honest.”

Amy hesitated. Then she sighed with a shake of her head and slipped her hand into his.

“You and Sarah are as bad as each other.”

Derby didn’t comment. He simply led her towards the dancefloor, where everyone was gathering for another waltz. Amy was looking at anything but at him, finally settling with her eyes firmly fixed on the buttons on his shirt. But, she stepped in close and allowed Derby to put his arms around her, following his steps as they went around the room. For someone who didn’t like to dance or make a spectacle of herself, Amy was light-footed and a fluid dancer. She was like poetry in motion.

Derby felt a little like a fraud. He hadn’t just wanted to dance with Amy to get her away from her stepmother; he wanted to hold her. Dancing the waltz was the only time he could be this close to her without anyone raising an eyebrow. It was a selfish thought, but Derby didn’t care.

If only he was able to do more. If only he was daring enough to venture further with their relationship and take her into a more intimate embrace and see how sweet and soft those lips were…

Derby mentally shook himself. Now was not the time. He needed to take control of himself or he was going to end up embarrassing both of them.

The dance came to an end, and everyone stopped to clap for the musicians. Amy was a little flushed, and her eyes were bright. Whether she wanted to admit it or not, she had enjoyed the dance. Derby bit back a smile knowing that he could bring such pleasure to her. He bowed at her.

“Now I will hold up my end of the bargain.”

Holding out his arm, Derby watched as Amy laid her hand on his arm, her long, slim fingers curling around his wrist. He could feel the heat of her palm through her gloves and his sleeves. Swallowing hard, Derby led her off the dancefloor and out of the ballroom, stepping into the dining hall. There was still plenty of people there, sitting at various table and talking while they ate, but it wasn’t as crowded as the ballroom. Even Derby felt like he could breathe properly.

Derby walked Amy over to a table in the corner by the window, pulling a chair out for her to sit.

“Thank you for indulging me, Miss Hartley.” He sat beside her, smoothing his hands on his thighs. “How are you feeling now?”

“A little better, actually.” Amy fidgeted with the unused napkin on the tabletop. “I didn’t think I would be better after a dance.”

Derby smiled.

“I’m glad. You are a lovely dancer.”

“Thank you, my lord.” Amy bit her lip. “I would prefer to be at home, however. I don’t mean any offense,” She hurried on, “It’s just…”

“I know what you meant. You’re here supporting my sister, and that means a lot to me.”

“Of course. I’ll always support her.”

They sat in silence for a while, enjoying the calmer atmosphere. Derby felt like the ringing in his ears had stopped. The musicians Merseyside had organized were very good, but Derby thought a full orchestra was a little too much. A string quartet would have done, but the Marquis had wanted something with a bit more grandeur.

As they sat together in silence, Derby watched Amy as she stared at the napkin in her hands. She was struggling with something more than her social anxieties. Something else was going on. Derby could tell it was painful for her, and it was pressing on her thoughts.

“Miss Hartley?”

Amy jumped, almost knocking over a half-full glass of water. Derby moved it out of reach and turned back to her.

“Is there something else going on in that head of yours?”

“I…” Amy’s eyes were round. “What makes you say that?”

“I don’t know. But there’s something going on.”

For a moment, Amy didn’t say anything. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, letting it out slowly. Then she opened her eyes and looked at him, Derby unable to look away from those beautiful eyes.

“I don’t know if I can discuss what’s going on, my lord.” Amy said quietly. “But when I do find the courage to discuss my problems, would you mind if I talk to you about it? As a friend of mine?”

“Of course.” Derby smiled. He reached out and touched her hand. “If you need anything at all, you know where to find me.”

Amy smiled. It was the first genuine smile Derby had seen on her all evening, and it made his heart stumble.

“Thank you, Daniel.” Amy whispered. “You are very kind.”

Derby cleared his throat. The smile had started something intense knotting in his stomach, and his trousers were beginning to feel rather tight. He jumped to his feet, unable to look at her.

“I’ll get you some food.” He mumbled. “There should be some left.”

He felt like a fool stumbling away, but Derby could feel the knot easing and his breathing slowing.

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Chapter 1

A FORTUNE HUNTER SCHEMES TO CATCH AN EARL

 
Applewood Cottage,
Birdwell, England,
April 1813

“Mother! Someone’s coming!”

Grace Margaret Miller hurried through the little stone cottage, stepping over and around the many crates and boxes still scattered over the floor. The family had arrived at Applewood Cottage only three days before and there was still so much to be unpacked, sorted out, and put away.

And, in some cases, very carefully hidden from view.

“Who is it, Grace? We’re not expecting anyone!” Her mother, Patience Vane Miller, came rushing out of the larger of the two sleeping rooms.

“I don’t know who it is.” Grace peered out through the heavy glass of the windows. “It looks like a man – a tradesman – and a woman walking with him. I would guess she’s his wife. They just turned off of the road and they’re coming up our lane!”

“Oh, my heaven! It could be anyone, come to welcome us to Birdwell! Run and find your brothers. Tell them to get their – tell them to find him and bring him inside. They must hide him and keep him quiet, as always. Remind them to be gentle! They know where the bottle is, if needed.”

“Are you sure they know where anything is in this place?”

“Oh, my dear, the bottle was the first thing in their young lives that John and Noah learned about. They know where it is at all times. Now run and tell them, and then you run right back out here and help me with this!”

Grace sighed, gathered her rough woolen skirts, and stepped quickly over and around the clutter on the floor. In a moment, she was out through the rear door and into the high-walled garden attached to the back of the cottage. A quick glance showed her the silent, motionless figure sitting on a stone bench in the far corner.

Reaching into her apron pocket with shaking hands, she found the key and opened the solid wooden gate that led outside. “John! Noah!” she cried, looking out at the large, three-acre apple orchard with its hundreds of bare trees in neatly spaced rows. “Come in! Quickly! Come in now!”

To her relief, the two boys appeared from where they had been playing some game around the trees. John, fourteen years of age, was shy and soft-spoken while Noah, just twelve, was a little bundle of mischief. “Bring him in. Immediately. Someone is here! You know what to do.”

Grace had been worried that her brothers might complain or simply ignore her, but they seemed to understand and came running in. She waited just long enough to lock the gate after them, and then ran back inside to join her mother.

Who would be calling on them now? They hadn’t had enough time to get their home in order and were in no position to receive any sort of guests, not even the tradesmen and servants who lived in Birdwell. But as she got back to the half-open front door, she realized that her mother’s high-pitched voice sounded quite happy and excited.

“Oh, yes, come in, come in!” cried Patience, holding the door partly closed behind her. “I’m so glad to see you! Though I am sorry we have so little for you to see. We’re still moving in! Grace! Where is that girl? I’m sure she’s here – just let me go and see – ”

She turned around, pushing the door open, nearly hitting Grace with it. Quickly, her mother caught Grace’s arm, pulled her out to the front lawn of the cottage, and shut the door.

“It’s all right, dear,” Patience said brightly. “Your Uncle Leonard Vane and Aunt Betsey are here, come to visit!”

With a small curtsey, Grace smiled at their guests. She had only seen them once or twice before in her life, but was well aware that they were her mother’s brother, Uncle Leonard, and his wife, Aunt Betsey – and that they were the people who owned this cottage.

“Thank you for coming,” said Grace. “I’m looking forward to getting to know both of you, now that – now that we’re all here.”

“Oh, quick, now, Grace, go back inside and move some of those crates and things. We must have a place for our guests to sit down! And do we have anything to serve? Cake, anything?”

“Patience Miller. Please. I beg you,” said Aunt Betsey. There was great weariness and exasperation in her voice. She was an older, grey-haired woman in the plain dress, apron, and woolen shawl of a tradesman’s wife – which she was. Grace noticed that she carried a large cloth bundle beneath one arm.

“We know you just arrived,” her aunt went on. “We didn’t come expecting dinner at Worthington House.”

“Worthington!” Patience turned and glanced out at the great estate up on the faraway hill. It was over a mile from Applewood, but easily seen due to the supreme height on which it rested. “We have no hope of being invited to Worthington. Though I do hear there is an unmarried earl living there – ”

“We don’t need to go inside the cottage,” said Uncle Leonard. “We are perfectly fine to speak with you right here, in the front garden.” He was a man in his fifties, of medium height, dressed in the old and threadbare suit that was his daily uniform for managing his little fabric and ribbon shop on the main street of Birdwell. “We have simply come to ask after your well-being and see if there is anything else you and your children might require.”

Patience seemed to relax slightly and stood close to Grace while holding onto her arm. “We couldn’t ask for anything more,” Patience said, a little more softly. “This cottage – it’s – I’m well aware that it’s – ” Her voice broke and she dropped her head into her hand, leaning against her daughter.

Grace patted her mother’s shoulder. “Uncle Leonard, I have not had the chance to thank you properly, either. We know this is your cottage. And we are very grateful that you are allowing us to stay here.”

“Yes, yes, very grateful!” said Patience, straightening up and fumbling for a handkerchief in her own apron pocket. “Very kind of both of you to allow a widowed sister and her three poor children to live in the cottage you own.”

All three of them shot Patience a look, but she simply went on talking. “One day, I promise we will invite you for the finest supper! I’ll make it myself – I was a kitchen maid at Northcliff, you know, for five years – and Grace will help – ”

“That is all very well, Patience,” said Betsey. “But for the moment, do you suppose we could sit down on the benches under the tree?”

“Of course, of course!” Patience led Grace over to the three worn wooden benches beneath the single oak tree that grew between the cottage and the road. Grace sat down close to her mother and waited for Leonard and Betsey to join them.

“I promise,” said Patience, “that we will be ready to show you some proper hospitality very soon. Won’t we, Grace?”

“Of course.” Grace glanced at her aunt and uncle as they sat down on their own bench. “Of course. You are welcome here anytime.”

Aunt Betsey simply rolled her eyes and settled the large cloth bag on her lap. “Don’t worry about us. We didn’t come here looking for an invitation to our own – ” She stopped suddenly as her husband nudged her with his elbow. “That is, we have more important things to discuss with you and Grace.”

It was Betsey’s turn to nudge her husband, and he responded by reaching into his coat for something in an inner pocket.

“Discuss with us? What do you mean?” said Patience, holding more tightly to Grace’s arm. “What has happened now?”

“Oh, I think you will both like this,” said Leonard. From inside his coat, he drew out what looked like a small piece of white paper and offered it to Grace. “I think you will like this very much indeed.”

Quickly, Patience snatched it out of his hand and studied it. “Oh! Oh, my – it’s – Grace, do you know what this is?”

“No. I don’t. But I might if you will let me see it.” Still sitting on the bench, Grace took the piece of paper from her mother and examined it closely. “I’m sorry. I still don’t know what this is.”

“Of course you don’t!” Patience cried. “Poor girl that you are – no coming-out, no fine gown, no invitations to anything out there at that northern house – not with you and your mother being servants there – your young brothers with no schooling and working all day in the barnyards, and your father nothing, but a coachman – ”

“But now, Grace,” said Uncle Leonard, quickly breaking in and trying to ignore his distraught sister, “all that is over. You are holding the first of what will be many new opportunities for you.”

“It’s a ticket to an assembly ball! In just ten days!” Patience grabbed the ticket from Grace and held it as though it were made of pure gold. “And you, my dear, are going to attend!”

“An assembly ball?” repeated Grace. She closed her eyes, trying to shut out the memories of endless drudgery at the isolated Northcliff estate where she had lived for most of her life.

“That means,” cried Patience, “that anyone with a ticket may attend! Oh, how exciting!”

“That’s right,” said Aunt Betsey. “Now give that to me.” She held out her hand until Patience reluctantly handed back the ticket, and then tucked it into the little knitted bag that hung from her wrist. “Thank you. Now, this is the very first assembly ball to be held for many years here in Birdwell. There have been private dances up at Worthington, of course, from time to time, but those were far too fine for any of us who are merely in trade.”

Uncle Leonard nodded. “But rumor has it that now, since our town has been growing of late, the family at Worthington wants to see some wholesome amusements provided for we working-class folk. Most likely it is done in an effort to keep us to more, shall we say, ‘respectable’ means of passing the time.”

Patience froze for a moment, but Aunt Betsey actually managed a smile. “I hope that the first to benefit from Birdwell’s revived assembly ball will be Grace.”

Grace nodded, her eyes wide. It felt strange to be the one receiving such generosity. “I am sure I will benefit,” she went on, a little puzzled. “Attending a ball would be such fun! I cannot imagine what it might be like. I used to see the ladies arriving for such things at Northcliff, and occasionally the servants would try the dances out in the yard when no one was looking. But I never thought that I myself – ”

“Miss Miller,” her uncle said sternly, leaning forward, “you must be very clear about this. We are not sending you to this ball solely for your own amusement. You have a very serious task ahead of you.”

“Task?” Her heart began to beat faster and she suddenly felt very nervous. “What – what do you mean? What kind of task?”

Uncle Leonard started to speak, but then stopped. He glanced at his wife as though pleading with her to say what he could not.

With another deep sigh, Aunt Betsey looked straight at Patience. “You are all well aware that this was my home before you came here. This little cottage was very comfortable for my husband and I, and near enough to Birdwell that we could easily walk to our shop there. And frankly, I should like to have it back again before too much time passes.”

Grace looked down, feeling suddenly very low for having turned this woman out of her home. It did not matter that neither she, nor anyone else in the Miller family had had any wish to do so.

“But Mr. Vane and I discussed the matter,” Aunt Betsey went on. “We agreed that this was the only Christian thing to do. We sold the three acres of apple trees surrounding the cottage and kept only this half acre, which has just enough room for the cottage and the walled vegetable garden.”

“That sale provides the money for your upkeep,” Uncle Leonard explained. “But it will not last forever.”

Aunt Betsey glanced him. “I will not be so polite,” she said. “We are all in need of money. My husband and I have our shop, which provides a small income. Patience, you were a kitchen maid in a great house. We propose that you create pastries and dainties for us to sell in our shop a few times per week, and we would share the profits with you.”

“Oh, I should love to do that! I could put my name on them, just like the city bakers do!”

“No. No. You could not,” insisted Uncle Leonard.

“But – ”

“No one is to know that you do aught but care for your lovely daughter and your two young sons, living at ease in your country cottage,” Uncle Leonard continued.

“I could work, too,” Grace said, rising to her feet. “I was a maid-of-all-work at Northcliff. I can clean, polish, launder, haul water, carry wood – whatever is needed. Surely someone here – ”

“Again, no,” Uncle Leonard said firmly. “You will work, Miss Grace. But not in the way you think.”

Slowly, Grace sat down on the bench again, almost afraid to ask anything further.

“I’ll be the one to tell you, Grace,” said Aunt Betsey. “You are the best hope for this family’s future. You have no other male relatives, save your Uncle Leonard. Your brothers are too young to earn more than a pittance. They would be better off with some schooling anyway, so they do not grow up to be rough, ignorant men.”

“They are not ignorant!” cried Patience, shocked. “I taught them to read myself. And they can write – a little!”

Betsey ignored her. “My husband and I agree that Grace must marry and marry well. It will certainly be a better life for her than working until she drops in the dark hallways of some enormous house, which is about all she can look forward to now.”

“I see,” Grace whispered, not knowing whether she should feel thrilled or horrified. “Perhaps at the ball I might meet a successful tradesman or farmer . . . even a preacher, or a young soldier.”

But Aunt Betsey sat up very straight on the bench, clutching her large cloth bag. “You still do not understand!” she admonished. “I said that you are to marry well.”

“But – I am a servant – ” Grace felt like dissolving into despair. How could she possibly do what her aunt and uncle expected her to do?

“Listen to me,” Aunt Betsey said. “I told you I would not be polite. There is no time for niceties when the bills are coming due and your brothers need new breeches.

“You have an entire family who needs what a well-to-do husband can provide,” she went on. “Surely you can understand that it is your duty to marry such a man – That you must set your sights as high as possible. That you should aim for the young earl himself!”

Grace looked up. Her mother caught her breath. “Oh!” said Patience. “Will Earl Worthington be there, at the assembly ball? Oh, how exciting!”

“That is not known,” said Uncle Leonard. “The ladies who come to our shop have long said that though he does enjoy the company of pretty young women, he does not find large social gatherings to his taste. But you still must be ready, Miss Miller.”

“I must say that I agree,” said Patience, who was nodding beside her. “And even if he is not there and you hit a lower mark, it will still be higher than what you would have had otherwise! Oh, my dear, every eligible man in the county will be there. One of them is sure to be more than suitable for us!”

“For us?” said Grace, turning to look at her mother.

“For you, of course!” said Patience, and laughed happily.

Grace stood up and paced a few steps across the worn green grass of the lawn. “But Aunt Betsey – Uncle Leonard – the fact remains that I am nothing but a servant. I have never been anything else, never will be anything else. None but a simple tradesman would ever consider me, and a man like the earl would not look twice. I would only be wasting my time, and yours.”

“Please, Miss Miller,” Uncle Leonard said, shaking his head. “The point of all of this is that you will not be going to the ball as a servant. You will go nowhere ever again as a servant. That girl no longer exists.”

“But – what do you mean?”

Aunt Betsey actually smiled. “We have a plan,” she said. “And once we are done with you, the earl – and every other man at the ball – will look at you far more than twice!”

Grace sat back, feeling stunned. “I don’t know what to say,” she whispered. “It feels like the whole world is spinning!”

“It will stop soon enough,” said Aunt Betsey, and passed the bundle in her lap over to Grace.

“In there, are two slightly worn, but perfectly respectable muslin dresses, along with a bonnet. You have not yet come into town and no one has seen you. Tomorrow, you will come to us in the shop for further planning and you will wear one of these dresses. Do not think of wearing your servant garb ever again.”

“You are no longer a servant. You never were a servant,” Uncle Leonard repeated firmly. “You must never forget that. Your future, and that of your family depends on it.”

Chapter 2

AN EARL SCHEMES TO AVOID A FORTUNE HUNTER

“Simon! Simon! Quickly! The bees – they’re all around me! Oh, help me, please, take this plate away!”

Thomas, better known as the Earl Worthington, sat on the hillside just below the enormous, castle-like house where he and his family lived. It was a beautiful spring day and he was surrounded by his trusted male friends and by several of the prettiest young ladies in the county, enjoying a picnic atop blankets spread over the grass.

Or rather – he would have been enjoying it, if not for the behavior of one of the young married women at the picnic.

Almost from the moment the party had arrived at the hillside, Beatrice Clarke had complained loudly about practically everything: the sun, the ants, the honeybees, the wind, the leaves that fell onto her plate – everything. And to make things worse, Beatrice was the newly married wife of Thomas’s close and loyal friend, Simon Clarke.

Thomas watched as Simon hurried over to his wife’s side. “What can I do, dear? Do you want to change your place again? Is the sun bothering you in this spot?”

“No! Didn’t you hear me? It’s these bees! They’re everywhere! Get this plate away!”

The entire gathering watched, fascinated, as Simon awkwardly took her plate full of cakes in one hand and tried to help her up with the other. “Oh! You’ve trod on my skirts! Why do you have to be so clumsy? Get off, get off!”

No one said a word. Finally, Simon managed to get his young wife to her feet and brush away the honeybees who had been drawn by the sugary cakes. “I want to go inside!” she demanded.

“Oh, but – my dear, please,” Simon said, in a small voice that was not much more than a whisper. “We’ve only just arrived. The earl is here to join us. We cannot leave now.”

“You stay then, if you cannot leave your dearest earl,” retorted Beatrice. She obviously did not care if everyone heard her berating her husband. “Just leave your poor wife to the ravages of the sun and the ants and the bees, with no chance to eat properly!”

With a deep sigh, Simon gave up and took Beatrice’s arm. “Come in, then,” he said, walking her along towards the house as quickly as he could.

The rest of the group seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and then went back to their pleasant conversation and laughter. Yet Thomas could not help but wonder what had happened to his good friend’s sweet and lovely young bride. In just the three months since the wedding, she had become selfish and demanding to the point of being  rude and dismissive of her husband in public . . . and actually seemed proud of treating him that way.

Thomas lay back on the blanket and gazed up at the blue sky, watching the soft grey-white clouds drifting through it. He was well aware that his mother was becoming very concerned about his being married and wanted him to find a suitable bride as soon as possible. Lady Worthington had actually succeeded in restarting a series of subscription balls down in the village of Birdwell, and of course, she would expect him to attend.

Finding young and pretty feminine companions was no trouble for him. He was surrounded by them at this small picnic, mostly invited by his mother. But a wife? However did one know for sure whether he was getting a sweet-tempered companion or a selfish shrew who was only after the man with the biggest purse and the largest house?

It actually made him feel helpless, in a way. There was no hiding his great wealth as the proprietor of Worthington. Scattered on these grassy hills were the best herds of prime Teeswater cattle, good for both beef and milk and quite attractive with their splashy, red roan coloring and short, curving horns.

Thomas had found that he quite enjoyed the scientific side of farming. He loved trying to improve the animals, their pastures, and their corn, and found it very rewarding to see the local farmers make use of the excellent meat, milk, and feed, all of which had been created right here on his own estate.

Raising good herds and feed crops was not just a satisfying pastime. It was also very profitable. It allowed Thomas to both improve the estate and maintain a small herd of broodmares of various types, whose offspring added even more money to his coffers.

Never had it seemed possible that his fortune would cause him trouble. Most everyone saw wealth as the answer to all of life’s problems. But Thomas knew that these delightful young women enjoying the picnic with him were not here simply for his company. They were well aware that that he was a successful man from a wealthy and titled family. His wife – whoever she turned out to be – would always have the very best that life had to offer.

Thomas closed his eyes. Sometimes, he almost wished he was poor . . . at least, just long enough to find a wife who might actually want him for himself alone. Someone who would not turn out to be a fortune hunter like the ever-nagging and complaining Beatrice Clarke.

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Just as the twilight faded and true night fell, Thomas sat out on the expansive covered front portico of the great house and gazed out into the darkness. To the north, he could easily see, perhaps a mile away, the torches and lamps of the town of Birdwell, as well as the many scattered lights from the farmhouses all around it.

His friend, Simon Clarke, sat in the other chair. The small table between them held a lantern with a beeswax candle, a couple of glasses, and a fine brandy.

Inside the house, some of his friends from the picnic that afternoon were all enjoying some wine and a few card games. Thomas noted that Beatrice was especially good at cards and seemed very fond of a little gambling.

“Where did your wife learn to play?” asked Thomas. “She seems to enjoy it very much.”

He heard Simon take a deep breath. “Apparently, her mother whiles away many hours at cards. Beatrice learned the rudiments of a few games there, and  . . . and begged me to show her more.”

“So you did.”

He sighed. “I don’t like having my wife gamble and waste her time on such pursuits. But – ”

“But you will pay hell if you don’t allow it.” Thomas stood up and refilled both his own glass and Simon’s from the brandy decanter. “I’m sure I shouldn’t be so blunt, but I’m sorry for you.”

Simon merely shrugged and took another sip of his brandy. “I did it to myself. My parents adored her. She was so beautiful . . . so sweet, so thoughtful, so demure . . . I was swept away by her, by all that she offered me. In a fit of passion, I asked her to marry me. And now . . . ”

“Yes, now.” Thomas cleared his throat. “Simon. Did you know that my own parents tried their best to have me marry Beatrice? They, too, thought she would be an ideal wife.”

“Yes, I do know,” Simon said, after a moment. “Beatrice told me about it the very first time we quarreled – which was the morning after our wedding night. And she has brought it up to me many times since, seeming to delight in holding it over my head that the earl himself wanted her for his wife.”

Thomas couldn’t help but smile a little. “My friend, if I had truly wished to marry her, I would have.”

“Then I have to ask why you did not.”

“I’m not sure,” he admitted, and walked a few slow steps towards the edge of the portico. The lights down below still glowed steadily. “I certainly found her just as pretty as you did, and just as sweet and accommodating. And yet . . . ”

“Yet?”

“I cannot name it. Maybe it’s just that I tend to be drawn towards dark-haired women and not the golden-hairs.”

Both of them laughed. “That is as good a reason as any,” said Simon. “But don’t feel too sorry for me. I still have hope that she will turn back to the person she was during our courtship. I still have hope that I can find a way to make her happy and that there will be peace and conviviality in our home.”

“Hope is not a plan, my friend,” said Thomas. “You cannot build your life on it. It will not feed you, or protect you, or keep you warm at night.”

“But it’s all I have.” Simon reached for the brandy bottle again. “It’s all that keeps me going, much of the time.” He sighed. “I am twenty-four years old. And already I find myself living in the same way as so many of the old men that I see. They lead entirely separate lives from their selfish and ill-tempered wives, who care nothing about a husband’s happiness as long as they have their own.”

“And his fortune.”

“And his fortune.”

“You must mind that fortune very closely, Simon. When women gamble, they often lose everything. Do not let her do that to you. She has taken enough already. Do not allow her to ruin you with wild spending and profligate gambling in an effort to impress everyone in England except you. You really could lose all you have.”

“I know. I know all too well.” Simon drank the entire glass of brandy in one long draught. “It’s just that I do not understand how anyone, man or woman, could change so much from meeting to marriage.”

“Well, anyone, man or woman, can choose to be deceptive. I think your true question is: How did you not detect any signs of trouble beforehand?”

Simon laughed. “Which is the same as saying: How did she make such a fool of me?”

“Women make fools of us all.”

“But surely not like this. Surely not to the point of losing all hope for a happy life.” Suddenly, he slammed the empty glass back down on the small table. “I was willing to be married, but not like this! How could I have gotten it so wrong?”

Thomas could hear the despair in his friend’s voice. “I don’t know. But I’m afraid my own family is only increasing the pressure on me to marry. They want an heir for Worthington and so far, I am all they have. That’s not enough.”

“Well, not into the next generations, no. I suppose not.”

“And I am still faced with the same problem that you had. That every wealthy man has: How do I find a wife who might love me at least a little, and who is not simply putting on a show to gain my family’s fortune? Any woman can have the face of an angel and the airs of a delicate fawn when her cap is set for you, and then become a snarling she-wolf, determined to control all you have once married.”

Simon just poured himself another brandy. “But how can you stop it? I don’t want you to end up as I have. But how can you know for sure that your wife will not change, as mine did? As so many do?”

Thomas was truly saddened by the defeat and weariness in his friend’s voice. He sat down again and reached for the bottle, pouring his own brandy before it was all gone. “I mentioned earlier that my mother has restarted the subscription balls down in Birdwell.”

“You did. It’s been a number of years since they were last held.”

“It has. And I intend to go.”

Slowly, for the brandy was evidently leaving him quite relaxed, Simon turned to look at Thomas. “Are you, now? Hope to find a simple country girl, do you, and try your luck marrying one of those?”

Thomas just grinned and took another sip of the good brandy. “Not quite,” he said, lowering the glass. “But I have it in mind to try another way of finding a bride. I’ve been to countless parties and balls and picnics and hunts, with no luck. I intend to try another way of finding the sort of wife I hope for.”

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