When the Duke Met His Match (Preview)

Prologue
Odette
Odette couldn’t shake the feeling she was being followed.
It began the moment she stepped into the packed marketplace, bustling with merchants and their goods, along with those who perused their stands.
Odette glanced over her shoulder as she pushed through the crowd, not staying in one place for too long. She had to keep going or risk being caught.
She dodged a cart full of flourishing cabbages, and the man pushing it gave her an irritated look. She gave him a sympathetic look, unable to offer an adequate apology for nearly knocking his merchandise over.
Odette’s heart clenched as she caught a glimpse of blue fabric embroidered with delicate silver accents and adorned with shimmering gold ornaments that sparkled in the sunlight. Despite the rapid pounding of her heart, she urged herself to breathe steadily and steeled her nerves. With a determined step, she continued moving forward.
Pushing through the endless sea of people, Odette didn’t utter a single apology to any of them. There was no time, not while the English soldier was surely on her trail.
No matter how she pivoted or diverted from her original path, she couldn’t seem to shake him.
He’s a persistent one, she thought to herself as she swerved around a young woman with a child clung to her skirts, paying them no mind. With another look over her shoulder, Odette saw the soldier’s face—built hard like stone and stitched with determination.
Quickening her steps, Odette planned to lose him one way or another. She moved between two stands and hid behind a group of particularly tall men. Her shoes scuffed against the cobblestone and took her as fast as possible without causing too much alarm.
Hoping it had done the trick, Odette chanced another peek over her shoulder and gasped when the soldier advanced his pace too. He was much closer than she liked.
Urgently, Odette focused only on getting away. Her vision narrowed as if she were peering through a tunnel, not looking at the faces of those she squeezed through. She couldn’t spare even a second of her time.
Her pulse thundered in her ears, an alarm she could only hear. She wasn’t one to avoid all dangerous or compromising moments for her own sake, for grazing unlawful situations often gave her a thrill, yet that instance was more nerve-wracking than she bargained for.
With a thick wad of money carefully wrapped and hidden beneath the fabric of her modest dress, Odette needed to be careful. She couldn’t be caught, not when others were depending on her to make it.
Just a little farther, Odette reminded herself even as her lungs burned from forcing her unsteady legs onward.
If they managed to catch her, Odette could only imagine the horrid things they would do with her—a financier to a group of French rebel countrymen, and a woman no less.
Pictures of being captured for answers, sent away by ship to another continent and forever labeled a traitor, or even being strung up in the streets for all to see flashed in her mind, and Odette was determined to maintain her freedom. She needed to be careful.
She had taken the same route to the drop-off point countless times before, but something felt different now. The blue coat that lingered behind her wasn’t a coincidence. She was certainly being followed whether she could stomach it or not.
Odette broke into an open space in the street and released a shaky breath. She eyed her surroundings, only to find the same soldier hot on her trail.
“You there!”
Odette’s skin ran cold at the man’s voice, certain it was directed at her. Others turned to look at the scene, but there was no time. She had to save her skin before it was too late.
Keeping her head low, Odette abandoned all discretion and ran. She shoved through the busiest portion of the marketplace, not stopping despite how her body begged her to. While the extra fabric of her dress felt cumbersome, Odette never let it stop her.
“I command you to stop where you are!”
The voice felt like cold hands against the back of her neck, dragging Odette down to her eternal punishment. While it terrified her beyond belief, it only made her feet move faster, as swiftly as she could manage.
More voices carried across the marketplace, aware of Odette and the chase. She had been spotted, and stealth was beyond her then. She had no choice but to get away while she had the chance, even if the window of opportunity was closing quickly.
Sucking in a deep breath, Odette ran down the street, not caring who saw her. She turned corner after corner, head full of every fear that chased her like the soldier. She imagined more had gathered with him, after her like a pack of wolves.
Before long, she would run out of places to turn and need to rely on her quick wit. Weaving through the throngs of people with arms full of goods or their children’s hands in theirs, her eyes darted around the space, looking for any chance of getting away. She needed a strategy, even if everything was developing far faster than she could think.
Spotting a narrow alley shrouded with darkness, Odette knew her options were abysmal. Veering to the right, she cut through civilians approaching her, stirring a commotion. It had to work.
Her feet hammered down the alleyway, arms pumping as hard as she could. Her heart ran faster than it ever had, and she wondered how much more it could take before it gave out between the fear and exertion.
Rats squeaked from within their hiding places in the shadows, but Odette didn’t acknowledge them. She didn’t have that luxury anymore. Whether they were rodents, stray dogs, or beggars, Odette couldn’t wait around to find out.
Her heart lodged in her throat the moment she skidded to an abrupt stop, almost tumbling over from her momentum. She swallowed hard and felt the persistent strike in her chest. It was a dead end.
She ran herself right into a trap.
Oh no, she thought, skin growing cold at the realization.
The clamor of boots against cobblestone made Odette whiz around, forcing her to face her grave mistake head-on.
Multiple soldiers crowded around the one who had been in pursuit of her for some time, all blocking the way out. Their sheer size and numbers were intimidating, but Odette could only focus on looking for any sort of vantage point to somehow escape them.
“Gentlemen.” She curtsied and smiled, “How may I be of help to you, sirs?”
“Drop the act,” a soldier said with a hint of mockery in his tone. “Better give up now and come with us.”
“That is no way to speak to a lady. Didn’t your mothers teach you better?” Odette clenched her jaw and reminded herself to remain calm. She ushered away the panic that crawled beneath her skin and breathed evenly. The men approached her as if they had already won.
She stood defiantly in front of the group of soldiers, her eyes narrowing as she assessed each one of them. She decided that the man who spoke to her first was the ugliest of them all.
“You have nowhere to go now. You’re trapped,” he continued, his voice dripping with malice.
Odette refused to let fear show on her face. “I’d rather die than go with you,” she spat back, her words laced with venom.
A second soldier let out a cruel laugh. “I heard French women prefer it rough.”
Her heart sank, but she refused to let them see her weakness. “I can see your mothers failed in raising you to be true gentlemen.”
“Get her, Collins. We don’t have all day,” someone shouted.
Odette stood her ground, adopting a relaxed posture and placing her hands on her waist. “Let me teach you a valuable lesson your mother didn’t,” she taunted. “You must never underestimate a woman.”
Before the soldier could respond, Odette charged at the ringleader and sent her foot flying. It collided with his face and made a sickening sound. He recoiled at the contact, clutching his face and howling in pain.
“She broke my nose!” he bellowed, pulling his hands back to see his palms streaked in crimson. Blood poured from his nose and smeared against his skin.
There was a flickering pause as the men stared at her in shock, surprised by Odette’s ferocity. Surely they didn’t expect any rebelliousness from a woman like herself.
Laughing at the pained man, she felt no remorse for the soldier. In her mind, he deserved it for even trying to corner her and interfere with her business. She sneered at him, “That’s what you get for underestimating me.”
“Get her!” the soldier shouted, pointing with his free hand while the other held his injury.
The others stormed Odette before she could come up with anything else, yet she struggled against their hands regardless. She pulled and kicked, but it seemed they were suddenly aware of what her feet were capable of and guarded themselves.
She thrashed like an untamed animal, yet she was soon outnumbered. Her arms were pulled behind her back and tied roughly, held in place by the additional men.
Dread trickled down her spine, aware that she had fallen straight into their grasp. It was the very thing she wasn’t supposed to do. She was caught and had no choice but to confront her crimes.
She bit her tongue from spewing every curse and vile thing she could think of, frustrated by not only her capture but for putting herself in that position. She let everyone down.
Another pair of steps echoed around them and captured Odette’s attention. She peered down the alley and found a tall figure with a muscled frame. He approached them, dressed in a formal uniform similar to those restraining her.
He looked important.
The man cleared his throat and straightened his back, face blank. His voice rang with pride, “Odette Toussaint, you are under arrest for treason against the English crown.”
Chapter One
Theophilus
Theophilus stumbled down the street, his surroundings a blurry haze as he struggled to make his way home. His head felt like a lead weight, refusing to lift despite his efforts. His boots scraped along the pavement, his once steady gait reduced to a clumsy shuffle.
He couldn’t feel his legs; his mind was a mishmash of jumbled thoughts. He wondered for a moment if he had any thoughts in there at all.
The warm presence of booze filtered through his system and blurred his vision. He hiccupped, stopping himself before he could empty the contents of his stomach with a fist pressed against his lips. He paused and let the feeling ebb before he continued.
Music from the gentlemen’s club reverberated in his mind like a ghost of the night he divulged. The band had played in the background while drinks and women were passed around with their wanton smiles, and giddy laughter surrounded him.
While Theophilus had relished in the debauchery, he wasn’t too fond of the journey home. Feeling the toss and turn of his stomach with every step he took, he couldn’t be certain if he’d make it there before his legs gave out and forced him to sleep on the street for the night.
Against all odds, the very house he desired to reach appeared before him, much to Theophilus’ relief. An amused sound left his lips as he climbed the steps, urging his feet to keep going.
Stumbling against the door, he reached for the knob and gave it a turn, but it didn’t open. Furrowing his brows in frustration, he tried again to no avail.
“Blasted door,” he muttered to himself. The night’s pleasure fizzled away as he grew more agitated while trying the doorknob.
With a solid push, the lock released with a click, and Theophilus dove inside along with the door, falling onto the rug that lined the foyer.
Blinking back his surprise, Theophilus stifled a laugh and tried to sit up. When he focused harder, he found his mother in front of him, arms crossed over her chest. Her face was twisted with disappointment.
“Have you no shame?” she demanded of him, offering a hand of support as he sat there like a disoriented child.
Theophilus mumbled to himself, still dazed and trying to piece together how he had ended up sprawled on the floor. He accepted his mother’s gesture, her words barely registering in his mind as he struggled to regain his bearings. Everything felt hazy, like a dream that he couldn’t quite shake.
She pulled him up with that unimpressed look stitched into her features, yet she still aided her son toward the kitchen. He swayed, but she made sure to keep him upright to save them both from another spill.
Even if she was often hard on him, his mother couldn’t find it within herself to shut him out completely or leave him to his messes. Regardless of the state he was in, she always gave him a hand. It wasn’t his intention to take advantage of a mother’s love for her son, yet he took the help all the same.
The room spun as Theophilus was moved to the kitchen and placed on one of the wooden chairs off to the side while his mother ordered the cook to brew a fresh coffee. He sat there and tried his hardest to process what exactly was happening. He had the feeling he should be wary of his mother’s reaction to his sloppy condition, yet with the drinks in his belly, Theophilus was numb to consequences.
After an uncertain amount of time went by, his mother handed him a teacup full of dark brown liquid that steamed vigorously. That familiar scent invaded his senses and brought him back down to earth.
“Here you are,” his mother murmured, her eyebrows knit together. She sat in the chair across from him and watched with a critical eye. “Now, drink it. It should sort you out.”
Theophilus brought the cup closer and peered into the coffee, just barely able to see his reflection in it. It wobbled and shook with the slight tremble of his hand, as disheveled and unruly as he felt at that moment.
Before he got seasick from gazing at it, he brought it to his lips and took a careful sip. It was bitter and scorching, burning down his throat. Yet Theophilus was thankful for it.
“That should about do it,” he slurred, putting a leg out to stand once more. After placing his cup down, he stood, but his legs had another idea entirely.
Losing his footing, Theophilus stumbled and watched as the floor drew closer, but his mother’s hands secured his arms before it could happen.
“For goodness sake,” his mother grumbled to herself. She was the only thing standing between her son and the cold stone floor.
Theophilus swayed, his stomach uneasy. He couldn’t decide if it was simply from the drinks or the impending scolding from his mother. He didn’t have the energy or mind to contemplate it much further.
Forced back into the chair once more, he received a pointed finger in his face.
“Sit and stay,” she began, leaning back in her chair more comfortably. “We need to talk.”
Theophilus dropped his chin to rest on his palm, leaning against the table. He blinked back at his mother slowly, his limbs seemingly made of butter. “I’m not in the mood.”
“I don’t care,” she snapped like a whip, quick enough to make Theophilus recoil in his chair. She took a sip from her coffee and eyed her son.
It felt like a long moment had passed while she studied him. Her lips formed a flat line—something she often did whenever her son thwarted her.
“Have you no shame?” she asked again, gaze cold and indifferent. “What would Harold say if he saw you in such a state?”
Dread trickled down Theophilus’ neck at the mention of his brother. A bitter laugh crept past his lips. He spoke against the side of his cup. “He can’t anymore. He’s dead, remember?”
All meaning was lost from the joke the moment his mother’s face dropped at his words, her lips deepening into a frown. Her eyes seemed to turn a shade darker while she stared at him. He felt every shred of sorrow and anger in his mother then. He wished he hadn’t said anything at all.
“You worked so hard in the army, yet you threw it all away for the cheap thrill of women and alcohol,” she uttered, her eyes a mix of pain and disappointment. “Your father is furious with you, Theophilus, and I can no longer defend your behavior. You can’t afford to continue down this path much longer.” She sighed heavily, her shoulders slumping with the weight of her concern.
“Can’t this wait until morning?”
“There will be no time left from how you burn it so carelessly!” she exclaimed, disbelieving her son’s apathy. “Your father and I aren’t getting any younger, and with your brother gone, the dukedom falls on your shoulders. It is in your best interest to take this responsibility seriously.”
Theophilus wanted to ignore his mother’s words, to brush off her concerns as the ramblings of a nagging parent. But something in the way she looked at him, a mix of disappointment and genuine worry, ate away at his resolve and planted a seed of guilt deep within him. He shifted uncomfortably, unable to meet her gaze as another wave of shame washed over him. He was at a loss for words, trapped in yet another tense stare-off with her. His mind raced, searching for something to say, some way to defend himself. But he knew, deep down, that there was no defense for his actions.
He took a long drag from his coffee and scrubbed a hand down his face. “I’m too tired for this.”
With a dejected gleam in her eyes, his mother sat back once more, face hardening like stone. Her pitiful look seemed to burn his skin, but Theophilus couldn’t find it within himself to act more becoming in that moment.
She shook her head. “I expect more from you, Theophilus.”
Without anything left to say, he simply blinked back at her in the silence that fell between them.
Ignoring her coffee, his mother pushed up from her chair and turned swiftly on her heel. She stalked out of the room before Theophilus could say anything to try and ease the sting of his insolence.
With a drawn-out sigh, Theophilus forgot about his coffee and stood to the best of his ability. His head thrummed as darkness shaded his vision for a moment, and he headed toward the doorway with uncertain steps.
The merriment he had felt earlier that night completely simmered to nothing, and the mention of his deceased brother perturbed Theophilus.
Harold’s face flashed within the dark space of his mind, and Theophilus fought against the strike it made to his heart. He didn’t want to think about his brother then, not when he always came up whenever their parents needed to compare their actions and accomplishments and remind him he was very unlike his brother.
His boots shuffled against the floor with each slow and careful step he took out of the kitchen. He moved little by little until he reached the wide staircase that led to his bedroom. He wanted nothing more than to be tucked in his bed to let his drunken stupor fade away.
Yet, the stairs appeared even taller than usual. With the ache of his limbs and the dizziness in his head, Theophilus decided against it. He imagined himself tumbling down the stairs and winding up as a heap of limbs at the very bottom. Saving himself the trouble, he staggered toward the sitting room.
The hearth housed an impressive fire, and Theophilus approached it like a moth drawn to a flame. Its warmth soothed his aches and pains, and he thought it was as good a place as any to settle.
Dropping himself onto the tan chaise lounge before the fire, Theophilus tucked his legs up and curled into the cushion, unfazed by its meager comparison to his bed. He dropped his head and let his eyes close for the night.
At least then, he could shut out the world and his mother’s disappointment for a few hours.
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The Duke’s Devious Desire – Extended Epilogue

Genevieve
“My heavens and stars!” Mr. Richards exclaimed with a broad smile when Genevieve came into view. “It has been too long since you have graced me with your company, my lady!”
“Did you think I had forgotten you?” Genevieve laughed and teased the man who had been such a good friend to her over the years.
“Not forgotten, forsaken perhaps!” Mr. Richards came around the tall library desk to greet her.
“Bite your tongue! I would never do such a thing!” She dangled a small box in front of her just in time for Mr. Richards to take. “I have come bearing gifts, and still you speak to me in such terms?”
“Naturally, I shall rescind all of my biting remarks as there are now delicious baked goods on offer!” Mr. Richards pulled the small package closer to him and winked before taking in her heavily pregnant state. “I had heard that you and Lord Warwick were with child, my lady. I had not imagined that you were quite so far along!”
“Nine months, can you believe it?”
“N-nine?! Surely, you ought to be abed, or at the very least sitting somewhere with your feet up. Is it wise to be out and about?”
Just then, Edward decided to make his presence known. “I have tried saying that exact thing to her countless times over the last few months, and she has ignored my every warning. I feel I shall be a touch offended if you are believed where I am not.”
“Hush, both of you. I shall know when it is time.” Genevieve waved off their concern and started to walk further into the library. She knew very well from the books she had read thus far that it would be any day now. It could be today at some point, but she refused to be bedridden over something so trivial as having a baby. This was the happiest place she could think of to be. “Besides, I have another book I need to fetch.”
“You have read nearly the entire section on midwifery already,” Edward protested without any real objection I his tone.
“I hardly see how that matters at all. There is always more to learn. I am only part way finished with the maternity and pregnancy sections of the library, I will have you know. I am returning these three books, and I should like to find something else on childhood for after the baby is born.”
“Have your names already been selected?” Mr. Richards asked.
Genevieve and Edward exchanged knowing glances. “Perhaps, we shall just need to know if it is a boy or a girl first.”
“All that matters is that we have a healthy child,” Edward put in.
“We will. At least, we shall have a happy and healthy child so long as you continue to make their mother happy. Which means allowing her to read whatever books she pleases.”
“Yes, my dove.” Edward chuckled as she disappeared further into the stacks.
“We will have a healthy baby, even if I have to deliver it myself.” Genevieve muttered, laughing, to herself. It was no idle threat that she kept using against her husband. She had been reading all the books she could for a good reason. She would be ready for it no matter what happened whenever she went into labor. If this was the only way she would ever be able to play physician, then she was going to make the absolute most out of the opportunity.
“Well, if you need my assistance, my dove, then you know where I shall be,” Edward said as he trailed behind her. He was most interested in the section near where she was headed. “Though, if you wish to head upstairs for a little bit of a nostalgic romp, I shall happily carry you up there.”
“And bring the baby on early? I think not.” Genevieve grinned. “Careful, or you shall have my mind all in a tizzy!”
“Perhaps I like seeing you all in a tizzy.” Edward kissed her cheek softly.
“You are incorrigible.” She grinned at him. “Have you had any luck in finding a diagram for the telescope you are working on building? You have spread your plans and pieces over our study for weeks now.”
“Well, I had originally sustained hopes that I would be able to map the stars for the night that our child is born, but the telescope is proving more difficult to figure out than I had expected,” he admitted ruefully.
“I am sure you will manage it, eventually.”
“Then you shall just have to hold the child in until such a time as I figure it out.” Edward shrugged as if his suggestion was a perfectly logical and reasonable one.
Genevieve was tempted to hit him in the arm with her book. “Oh, is that all?”
“Mmm, that is correct, my dove. You will only be able to go into labor when I tell you that it is all right and my telescope is complete.”
She rolled her eyes, and the pair of them split off to go to their different sections. She was excited about the upcoming life change. She knew that having a child of their very own was going to make everything different. Every day she was forced to confront just how different her life had turned out compared to the assumptions she had always made regarding the path ahead of her. Happily married to the love of her life, with a baby and plans for more in the future. She never could have imagined it would be possible. To have been so closed off from Society for so many years, and now this. Even when the changes overwhelmed her, she could not deny her excitement over how things had turned out.
Her fingers glossed over the spines of the thick maternity books. It was difficult to find any two studies that carried the same information about what happened to a woman during her pregnancy and the birth. Genevieve had decided it was because the books housed in the library were all written by men who could have no personal knowledge on the subject.
She had taken up journaling again when she missed her first courses. She had charted every shift and change. Remaining clinical about some of the symptoms and changes allowed her mind to focus and enjoy the journey. She had not yet told Edward of her plans, but she had decided that she wished to write a book of her own. She would have to ask his permission to perhaps publish it under his name or an alternative, but it was a new dream of hers to turn the journals on her pregnancy and the months following her birth into a book to help others. If she could help even one other woman through her pregnancy as a result of it, then she would happily offer up any information she could.
So lost in her daydream of publishing a book was she, that she did not even hear Annabelle rushing up to her.
“I knew I would find you here!” Annabelle gushed, her face alight with glee.
“Oh? Am I so predictable?”
Annabelle rolled her eyes. “Well, yes. Of course, you are. You are my closest friend. I do not think I could have the title of also being your closest friend if I could not figure out where you might be on an otherwise lovely afternoon. Certainly not taking a promenade,” Annabelle teased.
“Long walks like that could bring the baby on earlier than planned,” Genevieve offered sagely.
“As if that is the true reason.”
“It is the reason that I am giving you, so be content with it.”
“I suppose Edward is around here somewhere as well?”
“Of course, why do you ask?”
“You two are almost never parted. I keep making bets with my maid as to when you two might finally tire of one another.” Annabelle pretended to look at the same books as her friend while talking.
“Then you both will lose a great deal of money, I am afraid.” Genevieve looked at her sideways. “Is there a reason that you have sought me out, friend?”
“Oh! Yes! But of course! I have some shocking news that could not wait another moment!” Annabelle practically bounced with excitement over her news.
“Well then, you should tell it to me quickly!”
Edward rounded the corner with a book open in his hands. “She always claims that her news is shocking and exciting.” He winked at Annabelle as a form of greeting.
“If you knew the news, then you would be as shocked as I am this time!” She swatted at his arm playfully before turning back to her friend.
“Pay him no mind.” Genevieve spun Annabelle to face her. “I, for one, am looking forward to whatever you have to tell me!”
“Well, you see—” Annabelle started but stopped at the sudden look of pain on Genevieve’s face. “Whatever is the matter?”
Genevieve gripped Annabelle’s forearms tightly, for she was afraid to move. Her water had broken. She could feel the warm liquid pooling on the floor between her feet and coating her thighs. Now that it was happening, her careful medical study and planning felt very, very far away. “It is happening . . . the baby is coming. Now.”
***
Edward
“I should go in there,” Edward muttered as he paced outside the chamber doors. “I cannot continue to just stand here and listen to my wife in pain!”
Annabelle smiled and shook her head. “If she wished you to be in there, she would have said so. You and I both know that she would summon one or both of us if we were needed.”
“What if something is wrong? What if she is unable to call for us for some reason? There can be no other explanation for the way that she just screamed!” Edward protested. His forehead was slick with a cold sweat that traveled all down his back. He had been forced to shed his coat and waistcoat, for his shredded nerves made them too hot to tolerate as he paced over and over again. He had not stopped moving for the last hour or so that she had been in the room.
“Everything will be all right. She knows what she is doing, Edward, she is a very smart and capable woman. You and I both know that to be true,” Annabelle reasoned.
“How can you be sitting there so calmly?! I am going to lose my mind!”
“You say that as if you had any semblance of mind in the first place,” Annabelle teased, clearly hoping to ease his worries with a little levity.
Any other time, it would have. He had not anticipated feeling quite as terrified. He had no experience with emotions so raw. It felt like they were attempting to swallow him whole, while Annabelle simply sat calmly, her hands neatly folded in her lap.
“I cannot lose her, Annabelle. If something happens to her, I am not sure that I will be able to—”
The bedroom door opened, and he nearly fell over with relief. The maid smiled warmly to them both, while Edward stretched and strained in an effort to see around her to his wife. She had stopped screaming. There was little sound at all. Was that how it was supposed to be? Was there supposed to be a baby crying? Oh, what if something had happened to the baby? He was going to be sick.
“Is she all right? May I go inside now?”
“She is perfectly well, my lord. She is asking for you,” the maid answered.
She had hardly stopped speaking before Edward slid around her and into the room. It was rude, but he could not take the time to consider what might be proper or not.
Nothing could have emotionally prepared him for what awaited him in their bed. Genevieve was a mess in the best possible way. The bags under her eyes appeared more pronounced. Her hair was damp and matted to her face and chest in random places. She appeared to be very tired, and still, she had never looked more beautiful to him.
In her arms was a small bundle swathed in blankets.
Hot tears of joy rolled down his face as he laughed in palpable relief. They were all right. Everything was all right! Both of them appeared happy and healthy. The baby’s small, wrinkled face appeared serene as it napped in its mother’s arms.
“Is it . . . are you?” He was not even entirely certain just what it was that he was asking her. He wished to say everything all at once.
“We are well. Come, meet your son, Edward.” Genevieve beamed with pride. “Ten fingers, and ten toes, and a head full of dark, black hair just like yours.”
Edward slid onto the bed beside her carefully, wrapping one arm around her and cupping the other where she held their son. “A boy.” He peered at his son. He was so small he was nearly afraid to touch him. He felt as if his heart was swelling in his chest, growing larger with the passing moments as it filled to bursting with his love for both the child and the mother holding him. “A son.” Edward could hardly believe it. He had a son! “He is so small, so much smaller than I expected.”
Genevieve laughed, and her laugh was interrupted by the need to yawn. When she finished, she spoke wearily. “Should you like to hold him? You should hold him, Edward.”
“What if I harm him by accident?” he asked softly, confessing his fears.
“You could never hurt him. I know you would never do so. It will come naturally to you, you will see. Here, put your arms like this.” She motioned for him to make the same cradle with his arms as her and very gingerly transferred their son from her own arms into Edward’s.
If there had been a single piece of him that was not overcome with love for his boy, it was filled in exactly moment. He slumbered peacefully, a quiet baby. Of course. It occurred to him that their son would likely be just as perfect as she was herself.
“He has your eyes,” Edward mused. What a perfect blend of their features. His strong jawline and her upturned nose and round eye shape. He could not wait to find out what color the boy’s eyes would be, so he could tell who he took after in that respect. “I shall always love you more than myself,” he whispered in a promise between him and the boy. “I swear to you that I shall never allow anyone to dictate your wishes and desires.”
He found himself rocking the child out of some reflex he had not even known he possessed before that very moment.
“You were right, it does come naturally, my dove.” He turned his attention to Genevieve on the bed for only a moment, but she was asleep. She was exhausted, sitting upright, her head against the headboard. He could only imagine how tired she must be after laboring for so long. He scooted closer on the bed to her and crossed his legs at the ankles, his son cradled in his arms.
“May I join you?” Annabelle asked from the doorway. “I wished to give the three of you a moment alone, but now I should very much like to see my godchild!”
“He is sleeping, but I can already tell he is going to be perfect.”
Finally, he had everything he had ever wanted.
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Prologue
Genevieve
“If I have told you once, Genevieve, I have told you a thousand times.”
Genevieve’s grip on the book in her hand tightened in anticipation. Her mother had the habit of snatching her daughter’s book as a means to emphasize the importance of her lecture. It usually ended with the book being snapped shut and her mother rapping her on the knuckles with it for daring to read in the first place.
Sure enough, the woman seated across from her in their small carriage did indeed attempt to snatch the book.
“Put…” she tugged angrily, “the book . . . oh, for heaven’s sake!”
When she could not pull the book from her daughter’s hands, she smacked them anyway.
“Put that down and sit up straight unless you wish to grow a hunch in your back! Imagine that. What sort of husband would wish to wed a shriveled old crone?!”
Genevieve relented. She sighed softly and placed her marker in her book before dutifully complying with her mother’s wishes. She watched as the older woman pressed the back of her gloved hand on her mouth as if she was barely keeping tears at bay. It was hard not to roll her eyes over such theatrics.
“Sorry, Mama, please do not cry.”
“It is just . . . you act as if you do not even care about your debut!” the older woman fanned her face with her other hand, pretending to struggle for composure. “One would think you would be excited! Such an important, momentous day like today! Every girl dreams of their first debut! I know I did.”
Not every girl.
Genevieve wished she could speak her mind. She wished to say she was actually so nervous she feared she’d faint. As a result, her stomach would not settle, and reading her book was absolutely the only thing keeping her from losing her mind at that very moment.
“I would spend hours dreaming of the perfect dress or the way I might style my hair. I begged my Mama for the pearls to decorate my hair for weeks before the day! As I am certain you remember, I was quite sought after in my youth . . . are you listening to me? Genevieve?”
It was hard to listen when one was so nervous that the world outside seemed to be spinning in place. She wished she could tell her Mama that she was only making things worse.
Genevieve closed her eyes and tightened her grip on the book, attempting to steady her breathing. If only she could get it under control, then things would be better. In through the nose and out through the mouth. While that particular technique was not the one listed in the medical journal she had read over a dozen times, it was the one she felt worked best for her. She focused on the sound of the leather binding creaking under her gloved grip and the wheels of the carriage starting to slow down.
Her mother had never understood Genevieve’s fascination with the human body, but she could not help herself—she adored it. Her mother found it gruesome and unladylike. Perhaps she was correct, but at a moment like this, it soothed Genevieve. She knew her interests would have pleased her mother if she had been born a man. If she had only been male, she would have been allowed to study. She could have dedicated her life to science and never have to worry about something so silly as pearls and dresses.
The only reason her mother had not attempted to ruin the old, yellowing book in her daughter’s hands was because doing so would incur the wrath of Genevieve. Damaging the things he bought for her would cause more arguments between them. Whether it was ladylike or not, her father understood her desire to learn. When she cried and explained that she wished to become a physician, he was the one to listen and encourage her. While her mother had been the one to stomp on the dream so firmly, it had died at the tender age of seven.
Her mother could not stop her from reading, however. No matter what she did.
The human body fascinated Genevieve endlessly. If only she could remove herself clinically from her present emotions, then she could diagnose and access them, perhaps even come up with a better plan of action.
But then they arrived at their destination. The carriage pulled to a stop behind the already long line of carriages unloading their effortlessly graceful young cargo. A buzz of excited conversation floated in through the open carriage windows, and it seemed everyone was speaking about one thing—impressing the Queen.
Distracted, her grip on the book slackened, and her mother capitalized on the opportunity to yank it from her daughter’s hand with a victorious smirk.
“Now, no more of that nonsense! Sit upright.” The older woman gloated as she leaned forward in her seat, pushing and primping at her daughter’s hair until she was satisfied it was exactly the way she wished it to be. Mother always strove for her version of perfection—no matter how unattainable it might be in Genevieve’s case.
“I do not see why you bother, Mama. They all think me strange anyway.”
“If you would keep your nose out of a book a little more often, they might think otherwise. You have nobody but yourself to blame,” her mother began, and Genevieve sensed a full-blown lecture in the offing. But the older woman suddenly huffed and dropped her hands. “I suppose that is as good as it is going to get. Please try your best not to embarrass me once we are inside. No speaking of herbs or rooting around in the garden dirt. Mind your manners, or you will never find a husband.” She huffed again and looked on the verge of tears once more. “Honestly, child, you have no care for your mother’s poor nerves!”
Genevieve hated to see her cry. “No, Mama, of course, I do,” she said, feeling contrite, glad to see it was their turn to disembark. The carriage moved forward, and the footmen placed the wooden blocks used as steps on the ground, to ease their exit before pulling open the door.
When she glanced back at her mother, she saw her eyes were dry, as if nothing had happened. Instead, she had pasted a bright, cheery smile on her pretty features and stepped out into the warm afternoon sunlight, beaming.
Why can I not ever do that?
Genevieve cursed herself silently and followed her mother out of the carriage, feeling as if every pair of eyes was on her the moment her foot slipped, and she nearly fell sideways from the stepping block. She awkwardly grabbed the footman’s arm to steady herself, smiling nervously.
“Watch yourself, child!” her mother hissed angrily under her breath, her lips hardly moving as she linked her arm through her daughter’s. Mother had always been so effortlessly subtle. The woman had an easy way of expressing herself that Genevieve coveted.
“Sorry, Mama.”
“Do not forget yourself. I do not wish to see you indulging in eating cakes, either. Your hips are full enough as it is. No more than a glass of wine to sip on throughout the evening.”
“I know, Mama.”
“Good. Then I should not have to repeat myself.”
“Of course, Mama.” Genevieve tried to make herself smaller as they moved into the grand entrance hall, struggling to suppress every one of her instincts.
Just for one day . . . just one day when I can be the perfect daughter. Today will be the day when I finally make her proud.
She hated even knowing it was something she wanted. She ought not to care what her mother thought because she knew her own mind. Genevieve knew very well what did and did not interest her, yet still, she craved her mother’s approval. Genevieve was the only child of her parents’ union, and though her father had never seemed to mind, her mother had always made it clear she thought her daughter a disappointment simply for not having been born a male.
“We are not here to indulge ourselves, Genevieve. We are here to make a good impression and please the Queen. You are to attract the eye of every man in the room. Stop fidgeting.”
Genevieve unclenched her fist. The gloves stopped her from biting her fingernails—a horrible habit she nearly always gave into when she was studying or absorbed in a task. Sadly, it had become a comforting action for her. But she could not do it there, so her fingers rubbed together in endless circles inside her gloves as an attempt to soothe herself
I do not want to be a prize. Why can I not just be myself? What is so wrong with that?
But why was she even asking that question of herself? She knew her mother would be only too happy to tell her.
Inside, the lights were too bright. The music, while beautiful, was overwhelming when paired with the loud hum of conversation floating just above it. There were so many things to concentrate on, what not to do, and too many people, their eyes watching her . . . judging her. And it was so very hot!
One foot in front of the other . . .
All of the other young debutants waiting for their names to be called were surely prettier than her. She knew it. She could feel her mother knew it too, from the way she kept looking from one to another of the beautifully decorated dolls waiting near the door, then back to her daughter. Her soft hum of disapproval reminded Genevieve to stand up straighter and not slouch.
“Presenting Lady Genevieve Huntley.”
A hush came over the room. Genevieve was hardly aware of moving. Her hands dropped to her sides and it took everything she possessed to keep from fidgeting or walking too quickly. She knew she was perspiring too much and willed herself to stop.
Almost there. I can do this. I can.
She could not meet the Queen’s eyes. Her feet wobbled as she curtseyed deeply, the way her mother had made her practice endlessly, and it felt as if time froze.
Oh, no. What do I do now? Surely, her Majesty will dismiss me . . . she must . . . she will signal for me to rise.
A moment passed, then another, and nothing changed. She rose slowly, trying to look demure, and peeped at the impassive expression on the Queen’s face. One could not meet her eyes directly out of respect for the Crown.
Genevieve thought she might be sick. She was going to be sick. Or faint. Everybody would know she had failed. She prayed for it to be over. Had the other girls taken so long? Certainly not. They had curtseyed and gone on their way. She knew she ought to do the same. Oh, why had she not been paying better attention?
When still nothing changed, she slowly and carefully turned on her heel and started down the long aisle—to a collective horrified gasp from the crowd around her. She froze. Her eyes flicked to her mother, who practically vibrated with rage from the end of the aisle.
Genevieve swiftly turned around once more—but the Queen had her nose lifted, her face turned to the side. She examined her nails as if that were the only thing of interest to her in the world.
Never turn your back on the Queen, you fool!
Tears swam in Genevieve’s eyes as she curtseyed once more, then shuffled awkwardly backwards and away from the Queen. Her feet moved so quickly, she feared she might trip over her own lowered skirts and further humiliate herself in front of all of these people. Her face felt hot. The moment she was within reach, her mother snatched her by the arm and pedaled her away from the disapproving eyes of the ton.
Genevieve had ruined absolutely everything. Her father was never going to forgive her. The empty dance card that hung, ignored, from her wrist was a constant reminder. She did not wish to dance, she hadn’t been asked to anyway.
Mother had not said a word.
This is worse than any of her lectures. She had expected yelling or ominous warnings about what would happen to her once she arrived home. Instead, the silence made the knot of dread in her belly grow tighter and larger as the ball passed her by.
“I need a moment, just to get some air,” Genevieve managed at last.
“Be quick about it,” her mother said, her voice clipped.
Not needing to be told twice, Genevieve slipped out of the ballroom, conscious of the whispers of those watching her, their hands cupped over their faces or hidden behind their fans. She refused to let them see her cry. She refused to lower her chin or look even half as mortified as she presently felt.
Her feet carried her without direction. She was unfamiliar with the palace and did not know the way around. Each turn she took seemed to lead her in circles. Why did any house, however grand the owner, need so many rooms and hallways? Everything was starting to look the same to her—all decorated to suit one specific taste. Suddenly, just as she felt the walls were starting to close in on her, she heard voices.
Her heart hammered in her chest as she flattened herself against the closest wall. Her ears pricked to find the direction the sound was coming from, searching for any indication that she ought to turn and run. They were male voices. She knew she could certainly not be caught without a chaperone. For would that not just be the icing on the cake, a scandal to round off what might be the very worst evening of her entire life?
She inched closer to the voices and peeped unseen through the half-open door. Inside, she saw the warm, yellow glow of a room illuminated primarily by a happily crackling fire. A group of six men stood around it, glasses of some liquor in hand. Several puffed away on cigars or thin cheroots.
Normally, the smell of cigar smoke and warmed liquor fumes would be enough of a deterrent to send her into a rapid retreat. However, the scene had her curiosity piqued. A ballroom full of the Season’s most eligible ladies was waiting for them, yet these men had secreted themselves. For what purpose, she wondered, filled with curiosity Certainly, judging by their lively conversation and laughter, they were not having half as bad an evening as herself. That alone had her shamelessly eavesdropping.
“—see, my dear Warwick, that is where you are wholly incorrect,” one man was saying.
“I will not hear another word of your blasphemy, man! If you cannot see that my judgment is far superior to your own in this matter, then I suggest you finish another glass of this excellent brandy before we revisit this topic,” said his companion with a hearty laugh.
Warwick. Genevieve frowned. How did she know that name? Ah! Her mother had mentioned it quite recently. Was he not to inherit a dukedom at some point or something like that?
“Deductions for size, additions for poise and grace, but that mouth on her. . .” another put in, shaking his head as if in wonder before downing the contents of his glass.
“Hear, hear! The fellow makes an excellent, sensible point!” one of the older men said.
It was hard to tell which voice belonged to which man from where she stood. Carefully, silently, she moved a little to better see their faces.
“Then I suppose an equal argument could be made if the lady has two left feet but a pleasing smile.”
“If her countenance is pleasant enough, perhaps. Though if her size is too large, then there is no hope for her at all!’
“Honestly, some of these mamas would have been better off keeping their daughters in the stables with the rest of the livestock,” said a thin fellow with a pinched face and leering laugh.
“Hayweather, you are too cruel!” another cried, joining in his laughter. In truth, he certainly did not seem too offended by the man’s comment. The words of this Hayweather struck her as vicious, and Genevieve pitied the poor woman they were so vulgarly talking about, whoever she was.
“Very well, then. If your standards are so high, whom would you consider?” the other man asked Hayweather.
“Not many, my lord, not many.” He shook his head in mock sadness.
“Come now, there must be at least one lady you find tolerable.”
“Lady Wharton is pleasing to the eye. She speaks so little, I think I could tolerate her presence on my arm,” Hayweather replied.
“But she is so slight! I cannot imagine the young lady being with child! How could she bear sons?”
“That would be her problem, would it not?”
Genevieve frowned again. Their commentary was slowly shifting from rude to inappropriate.
“I would rate her a six out of ten. Lady Umbridge is a solid nine. I would happily duel any one of you for her hand, at least once I am sober.”
“You are only interested in her because there are rumors she is light of skirts!”
“And if I am?”
The only man who did not seem to join in the conversation was Lord Warwick himself. The men kept directing comments to him, but he simply sat in his lounge chair and sipped at his drink slowly. However, she noticed he smiled at their comments and did not condemn them, and for a brief moment, she thought he was the only decent one among them.
“Lady Aston?”
“Seven”
“Lady Burstock?”
“Hmmm . . . a five.”
“Lady Huntley?”
Genevieve’s blood ran cold. That was her. She was Lady Huntley. She should not listen to this. By their disgusting calculations, she would likely be a two. She knew she would be foolish to subject herself to the cruelty of their mockery. It certainly did not matter what they thought of her anyway! Oh, if only she could rate them and make them feel as sick to their stomachs as she presently did!
“Six. While she is not ugly, she is certainly not what I would consider conventionally beautiful,” Hayweather said after some thought.
It hurt. It should not have hurt . . . but it did. Her hand pressed into her stomach, and she fought tears once more. What did it even mean to be “conventionally beautiful”? Should it not have offended her, even more, to find such horrible, deplorable men found her interesting? Clearly, they had no manner of standards at all! She pitied the poor women they didfancy!
“I think she is very beautiful,” a new voice said firmly. Genevieve’s eyes snapped to the young Lord Warwick, and despite herself, time seemed to slow. He tapped his long fingers against his glass in contemplation, not caring at all that he had stunned the rest of the group into silence. “It is her attitude that ruins it for me,” he added.
There came a beat of silence until another one of the men laughed heartily. “He speaks at last! There it is, gentlemen!”
Then they were all speaking over one another, and she felt the world tilt on its axis once more. The words of a rude man should never be heeded nor taken to heart. He did not know her, so how could he judge her? Still, she was appalled, her breath catching in her throat.
She pressed herself firmly into the wall and tried to steady her breathing. The man was nothing more than a rake and a slanderer. She had never even been introduced to him, let alone spoken to him in conversation! He knew nothing of her so-called “attitude”.
“Is she the one who offended the Queen earlier?” asked one of the men.
“Yes, the poor dear has not caught the eye of a single man all evening. Except for Lord Warwick, it would appear,” put in Hayweather.
“Hardly,” Warwick answered. “She is far too . . . peculiar. She is too smart for her own good. And after tonight’s fiasco, it will take a great deal more appeal than she possesses to land herself a husband, much less tempt a man such as myself into marriage. I am not interested in charity.”
One of the other men lifted his glass. “Hear, hear!”
To her added misery, they then proceeded to toast her misfortune as if it were a joke.
Genevieve felt a tear roll down her cheek, and she quickly wiped it away. A mixture of rage and indignation roiled inside her, blotting out any humiliation.
She pushed away from the wall and stomped away down the hallway. Who were they anyway? She would rather die a spinster if those were the sorts of men her mother wished her to marry! She could not fathom a more torturous fate than having to be shackled to one of those imbeciles for the rest of her days!
She was so distracted, she did not watch where she was going.
Her hip knocked into one of the tables lining the many hallways she had woven through in her effort to find the ballroom once more. She had planned to beg and plead with her mother to be on their way; she desperately wanted to go home.
Instead, she was snapped out of her temper by a vase falling and smashing to pieces at her feet.
She yelped and jumped backward, thankful that none of the shards had cut her legs in the fall. Closing her eyes, she tried not to scream in frustration. It was impossible to hope that nobody would have heard the crash. Indeed, she spotted a small group of people further down the hallway, all turning and looking at her curiously while she awkwardly pushed the broken bits underneath the table with her foot. She could only hope they had not actually seen her break one of the Queen’s vases.
This night could not have possibly gone more badly for her.
Surely, it would go down as the worst debut in the history of debuts.
Chapter One
Edward – Two Years Later
“Get up!”
Edward woke to the sound of his bedroom door slamming open. The intruder clearly had no care for the sanctity of sleep nor the throbbing in his head. He was of half of a mind to protest, but his exhausted mind would not formulate the words.
“You were due to rise with the sun, lazy heir of mine, and yet you slumber!”
His father crossed the darkened bedroom, nearly tripping over discarded clothing on his path to the large windows before wrenching open the drapes, not allowing his son another moment to adjust.
“Get up!”
“No, have you no heart?!” Edward groaned in protest and threw a pillow over his head to hide the light. “I feel as if bees have been set free inside my skull, Father, it is too early for this!”
The man scoffed and shook his head. Kenneth Warwick, the Duke of Rutherford, did not care what sort of night his son had had the night before. His only concern was that the young man get up at a reasonable hour. He was not the type of man who could tolerate laziness, let alone idle hands. To his son’s chagrin, he was a man who loved schedules and sticking to them.
“There now!” Kenneth spun to face his son’s bed and instantly regretted it. “For the love of God, put something on! Cover yourself!”
Edward grinned. “If you did not wish to see it, Father, you could have simply knocked,” he muttered, making no effort to remove the pillow from his face.
“What if your mother had been the one to come and wake you? Even worse, what if one of the poor maids had come in here to witness you in such a state!” the older man blustered.
Edward was not ashamed of his nudity, and he refused to be made to feel embarrassed. “Well, if I were a maid, I would not mind walking in on me in such a state.”
When no laughter met his joke, Edward peeked out from underneath his pillow just in time to see the unimpressed look on his father’s face, punctuated by an uncharacteristic roll of his eyes.
Kenneth crossed to his son’s wardrobe and rummaged about just long enough to find a pair of trousers, which he forcefully threw at him. “Get dressed at once. Your valet will come any minute, and he certainly does not deserve to find you in such a state so soon after breakfast.”
“I do not wish for breakfast.”
“Good, because you have missed it. And before you attempt to explain why, I shall remind you that I have no interest in hearing about whatever exploits you got up to last night.”
“You ought to know very well what I got into last night, Father; you were not always a married man,” Edward teased. It was one subject his father never spoke about. He did not share any personal stories about his earlier life. All Edward knew of the man was what he had personally experienced and the rare stories his mother had told him.
The one exception to that rule was that his father liked to tell every story he could about him and his wife. While his parents never shared much about their individual lives before meeting, they loved telling the story of how they fell in love and married. While Edward sometimes teased his father about his own supposed rakish days, it seemed the old man was as enamored with his wife today as the day they were married.
Consequently, the way Edward saw it, there was no point in marrying a person unless one was wholly and totally head over heels for them.
But why not enjoy oneself in the meantime?
Every woman of the ton Edward had ever met was, in his experience, only interested in what they could get from him. They coveted his money or title, or both. They wanted the best life they could get and would pretend to be anything and everything he wanted them to be, so long as they felt it gave them the upper hand. Out of all of the women he had spent time with over the years, he did not think he had met a single one who was genuine in presenting herself.
He had been raised to understand that such a state of affairs was par for the course, given that everybody knew he would one day be the Duke of Rutherford. People often had a hard time distinguishing him from his title, that was the long and short of it. If a love match to rival that of his parents was not in the cards for him any time soon, he saw no reason not to enjoy himself in the meantime. And as so many of the beautiful, eligible ladies of the ton seemed so interested in having a taste of him, he considered he was simply being courteous in indulging them.
“I am only doing my civic duty, Father,” he said, waiting for the glare that would inevitably come.
He did not have to wait long. “I do not appreciate your humor, Son.”
“You never do.”
“You ought to take yourself more seriously. Have a bit of pride. You might fool those around you into thinking you have no care in the world, but I know well that you understand the weight of your responsibilities. You have managed to put things off for long enough, and today, all that ends. You will be the head of this family before long, Boy, and you will start acting like it. If not for your mother and I, then at least for your little sister’s sake.”
All hint of humor slipped from Edward’s features. He had been teasing, but that was no teasing matter. His younger sister was the most important woman in the world to him. He would never take his duty to her lightly.
“How can I trust you will ensure her future and put her best interests above yours when you show no initiative, no signs of wanting to take over more responsibility? You stay out all night, burn through your allowance at the club! What else am I supposed to think?”
“I would never put her in harm’s way,” Edward countered soberly, pulling his trousers from where they had landed on the bed after being thrown.
“I know my words seem cruel to you, but I will indulge you no longer,” his father continued. “I asked you a fortnight ago to ensure the Liverpool contracts. Have you accomplished my request?’
Edward dropped his gaze. “No, Father.”
Kenneth sighed. “The Abernathy estate? Have you finished negotiations there, then?”
Edward did not answer as he slowly got out of bed and started to dress himself. Kenneth crossed over and placed his warm hands on his son’s shoulders. “You are more than capable of handling all of those things and more. I know you are, but you must learn to follow through. I have such high hopes for you, my dear Boy. Why do you seem so hell-bent on disappointing me?”
Edward could not meet his eyes. He knew the man was right, and he could not speak the words. An apology did not seem nearly sufficient.
It was not as if Edward was intentionally disobeying or disappointing his father. He was certainly willing to take on the duties assigned to him by his position as heir. He simply did not wish to shackle himself to a loveless marriage of convenience. In truth, he found a deep pleasure in the female form. He knew just how marvelous intimacy, and the resulting release, felt. But he also felt sure that if such strong connections could be made out of lust and convenience, then they must be multiplied tenfold with a woman one loved.
He just had to find her.
“You are to inherit my dukedom, Edward.” His father sighed and sat on the edge of Edward’s bed heavily. He cast his eyes down and pinched at the bridge of his nose as if struggling to keep himself composed. “It is past time for you to cease gallivanting around and sowing your wild oats, Son.”
As much as Edward wished to contest the words, he knew with a sinking heart that his father was right.
“Prove to me that you care. I need to be secure in the knowledge that should anything happen to me before my time, or when that time does come, your mother and sister will be well provided for.”
Edward finished pulling his shirt over his head and sat beside his father. “I will, Father.”
“Starting today.”
Something about the finality in his tone alarmed him.
“The Woodvilles will be joining us for dinner today, along with their lovely twin daughters, Victoria and Frederica. I believe it is the perfect opportunity for you to state your intentions regarding Victoria, to move forward with your courtship, while her father and I discuss what all that will entail.”
A lump of lead settled hot and uncomfortable in Edward’s gut. He had no desire to officially court anyone at all, let alone Victoria Woodville. She was the last person he could see himself standing beside at the altar.
“I expect that you will be on time, presentable, and pleasant during the entirety of the evening. I suggest you plan something to entertain Victoria after our meal, perhaps a stroll through the gardens? I am certain your mother or one of the maids would be only too happy to chaperone the pair of you.”
“Yes, Father.”
There was no use in arguing with him—the outcome would be the same. This was to be his fate.
“I expect you to appear a good deal more enthusiastic when you greet her,” the Duke said. He reached over and patted Edward’s thigh, in a gesture meant to offer comfort, but he took none from it. He forced a smile passable enough to have his father nod and dismiss himself from the room.
“Damn,” Edward muttered to himself before rising from the bed. He crossed over to the wash basin to splash water on his face, looking at his face in the small mirror on the wall. Normally, he was quite pleased with the structure of his face. He knew women tended to look on his symmetrical features favorably. It was just about the first time that he wished it was otherwise. He knew Victoria had only agreed to be courted by him because of what she, and her family, could gain from the situation. Even if they were to eventually end things, she would retain the elevated status of a woman whom an eligible duke had previously courted.
The bigger issue was that he could not stand her.
He liked to believe there was good to be found in every woman. There was always something to like, something to be attracted to. Victoria was the exception. He shuddered to think what their children might be like. There would be no escaping such duties were he to wed her, and the very idea of being intimate with her made him dizzy.
Edward patted his face dry with a cloth and gave himself a good, lingering look in the mirror. He could see the toll the years had started to take on him. Small signs, such as the bags under his eyes, which did not disappear so quickly after a long night of indulgence as they had used to. He could feel the exhaustion and fatigue lingering and weighing him down. Perhaps Father was right. Perhaps it was time to put aside his silly dreams of love and start thinking about a more practical future. He needed to think of his sister.
He inhaled slowly through his nose and allowed his eyes to close. All of the thoughts in his mind quieted. There was no reason to fear change, he knew that. He could still find something to be happy in his life. His sister’s happiness was paramount to his own anyway. He would handle it as he handled all situations— confidently.
When he opened his eyes once more, the man in the mirror was somebody different. He was no longer the tired man from before but somebody brimming with confidence and easy charm. He winked at his reflection and turned to face the day.
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